Some whatever-you-call-it to reflect my feelings

Yay! I can come online now... My brother has changed the password to the previous one... I can come online as and when I like now... Today seemed like a weird day for me... I took a taxi home from tuition... When I got in the taxi, the driver started talking and talking... I was really tired and wanted him to shut up... But... I just kept on listening... All I could remember was that he was rambling on and on about how good China is and how inferior Singapore is compared to China...

Anyways, I have got nothing to write except for my feelings... It is supposed to be a poem but if it does not sound like one to you... please pardon me... I am not really a good poet... Here goes nothing...

How I wish I had the ability to stop time.

Cos if I could,

I would stop it at the moment I had you.

For I do not want that feeling to end.

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How I wish I had the ability to turn back time.

Cos if I could,

I would turn it back and right my wrong.

For I do not want to lose what is mine.

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I was ignorant and childish,

do not even know that I made you cry.

But time and again,

you still stood by my side.

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I know words do not mean a thing to you.

But this I want to say,

for I never had the intention of making you sad.

Cos that makes me feel bad.

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Now that we have gone our seperate ways,

I still think of you everyday.

The pain that I am still learning to comprehend,

never seem to get lighter each day.

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Is it that I am too young for love?

Is it that I am too immature to comprehend?

Is it that I am too childish too control it?

Love really is a complex thing to comprehend.

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Every morning when I wake up,

I think of you.

Every night before I sleep,

I think of you.

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Here I am imprisoned by my feelings,

only to end up getting hurt.

Yes, you are not to blame for how I feel.

But love is something I cannot stop myself from feeling.

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I want to cry.

Cry out loud so that I can let everything out.

But fate has played a cruel a joke on me,

he made me numb by with the great influx of different feelings.

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I may look happy daily,

however, deep inside I feel like something is weighing me down.

I am not moving on like I am supposed to,

for I believe in love.

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I can wait.

I will wait.

I have to wait.

For I believe in love.

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I might be irritating you... But I will regret it if I don't say it out... Sorry that you have to read this... One more thing... I would like you to have one of the turtles and could you please name them for me? I would really appreciate if you could jus keep one of them...