So Sweet!

I was up on the bus... Took my favourtie seat...( you all should know if you have been faithfully reading my blog...) And started my way homewards bound... I saw something which really touched my heart... Just opposite me, I saw a small little Malay boy with his brother ( in his 18's i think...) sitting beside him... As curious as a little boy can get, the small guy was kneeling in his seat, looking out the window, fascinated by the scenery... I don't know what was with the driver that day, but he was going very fast... So, imagine what would happen to the cute little guy if the driver braked immediately? Lucky for the boy... His brother was reaching out to the window to make something like a barricade so that if the bus braked... You know the rest...

The sweetness does not end there... Soon, the little guy got tired... he sat down and fell asleep... Guess what the brother did? I found it very sweet and touching.... His brother laid the little guy's head on his lap and help him tightly so that he would not fall off.... ( the bus was going fast remember?)

I saw that and began wondering... Why my relationship with my sister is sour? What did I do to have that kind of sister? I really tried everything to build rapport... but you know... nothing nice came out of it... Like they say... It takes two hands to clap... Now you know which hand isn't clapping...

I have nothing much to say actually... But do think about this... When was the last time you had a great time enjoying your sibling's company?? When was the last time you made your sibling happy?

How I wish I could do something to have a good relation with my sis...

Some whatever-you-call-it to reflect my feelings

Yay! I can come online now... My brother has changed the password to the previous one... I can come online as and when I like now... Today seemed like a weird day for me... I took a taxi home from tuition... When I got in the taxi, the driver started talking and talking... I was really tired and wanted him to shut up... But... I just kept on listening... All I could remember was that he was rambling on and on about how good China is and how inferior Singapore is compared to China...

Anyways, I have got nothing to write except for my feelings... It is supposed to be a poem but if it does not sound like one to you... please pardon me... I am not really a good poet... Here goes nothing...

How I wish I had the ability to stop time.

Cos if I could,

I would stop it at the moment I had you.

For I do not want that feeling to end.

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How I wish I had the ability to turn back time.

Cos if I could,

I would turn it back and right my wrong.

For I do not want to lose what is mine.

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I was ignorant and childish,

do not even know that I made you cry.

But time and again,

you still stood by my side.

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I know words do not mean a thing to you.

But this I want to say,

for I never had the intention of making you sad.

Cos that makes me feel bad.

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Now that we have gone our seperate ways,

I still think of you everyday.

The pain that I am still learning to comprehend,

never seem to get lighter each day.

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Is it that I am too young for love?

Is it that I am too immature to comprehend?

Is it that I am too childish too control it?

Love really is a complex thing to comprehend.

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Every morning when I wake up,

I think of you.

Every night before I sleep,

I think of you.

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Here I am imprisoned by my feelings,

only to end up getting hurt.

Yes, you are not to blame for how I feel.

But love is something I cannot stop myself from feeling.

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I want to cry.

Cry out loud so that I can let everything out.

But fate has played a cruel a joke on me,

he made me numb by with the great influx of different feelings.

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I may look happy daily,

however, deep inside I feel like something is weighing me down.

I am not moving on like I am supposed to,

for I believe in love.

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I can wait.

I will wait.

I have to wait.

For I believe in love.

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I might be irritating you... But I will regret it if I don't say it out... Sorry that you have to read this... One more thing... I would like you to have one of the turtles and could you please name them for me? I would really appreciate if you could jus keep one of them...

Woah! Rare chance to blog...

I shan't start this entry with celebrations of being able to blog because I find it totally stupid to do it...

So many things has happened since then... Since the previous time I had the feel of typing on this damn bloody lousy computer of mine... How I wish I could just chuck this damn bloody lousy computer aside and buy a super slick nice looking notebook with cool add ons and stuff and play with it all day long... Of coz... Like I said... How I wish... So I don't think it is going to happen... Sadly, this damn bloody lousy computer of mine is the only source of connection to the cyber world, a place where I can insult people for their stupidity and get away scott free with it... It is also a place where I can make myself look more appetizing to the eyes... Enough of me rambling on...

Now, I have a favor to ask from all of you who comes across this page... Someone (whom comments matters the most to me...) once said that my blog is written very formally and she finds blogs that types about their daily lives are much more interesting... Is it true? All of you answer me! I want to know... Therefore, you readers, please leave your comments after reading this entry... Please state if my blog is really that formal and what kinda blog entries turns you people on... Constructive critism is well appreciated...

Moving on... now my house has two new family members... A pair of crystal turtles... They sure are pitiful, they wanted a love of a certain someone but could not get it... My heart goes out for them... How long they waited to be taken of the shelf, travelled long distances and got packed in a never often seen way of packaging to surprise her... How much they wanted her to be filled with joy upon seeing them and accept them because they knew that if she accepted them, they would lead a better life than living with their current owner... Alas! They were with her for a morning but then they got rejected... Poor turtles! Ever since, they still long for her love but one thing puzzles them the most... Why did she reject them? She hated the person who bought them off the shelf? This tragic story has lots of unanswered questions... I would like to know why too...

"Why?" They cried out loud...
I was speechless and could not answer them because I myself do not know the answer too...

ALERT! ALERT! STOP BLOGGING FOR AWHILE...

MY PET LAMA DIED...

I AM IN MOURNING AND WILL NOT BE BLOGGING FOR PERHAPS UNTIL AFTER "O" LEVELS...

MAY MY DEAR LAMA REST IN PEACE FOR I WISH YOU THE BEST!

P.S Actual fact is that my stupid idiotic brother changed the Internet password so I cannot use the computer... No... I am not discriminating the Lamas'

Children's Day!

Yes! It is Children's Day... A day for children to celebrate... Celebrate that they are children... I could not help but just remember the times when I was in primary school... During Children's Day, the school would have a gift and a performance put up in the school hall... To top it off... School lasted for only half a day... What fun we had and I wished that times like that would not end... I am sure all of you... my legions of fans, would have some memory of your Children's Day would you not?

Anyways, my topic for today's entry is not about Children's Day but about when we were children ourselves... Let me ask all of you something...

Now, at the present, we have so many things to keep us teens occupied... There is the game consoles, the computer and television... When we were still kids... What did we play with? Even if there was computer or game consoles when we were still kids, would we all know how to play with it then? Yes... What about the television? I admit... I do watch the television when I was a kid... I remember watching cartoons like Tom and Jerry, Bugs Bunny and the usual bunch of classics cartoons... Even then, do we understand what the characters were talking about? All we watched was just some character suffering for ten minutes before he gives up on his prey and still dies in the end...

What's my point in saying all these you ask?

Other than watching television... What else did we do? I have to admit... what I did really do sound stupid and lame... I would usually go to my cousin's house and play with him... We would take out our toys ( mainly Power Rangers action figures...) and used them to fight against each other's chosen action figure... We would conjure up silly and crazy moves for our action figure and even make sound effects... Worse, we sometimes would get into a fight because none of us want to lose... All these sound stupid... Yes it does... especially when I look back at it... But one important thing we all had in common was....

IMAGINATION...

Yes! Imagination... One important ingredient needed to play with the action figures... Don't you all think so? I think we are all lacking a wee bit of it now... There are game consoles that do all the work for us... We always used to think how a super hero can look like.... Not anymore... Games now feature a hero for us and things the hero can do is limited... Whereas, what we can imagine is unlimited...

Nowadays, how often do you all use your imagination? Unless you are writing a composition... Even when writing a composition, we do not use as much imagination as we used to... Now, people are becoming more "dead"... They do not have as much fun as older generations did... Why is this happening? I do not know... We cannot entirely blame it on games or the computer...

Therefore... To the people out there!! Let your imagination run wild!!! Don't let it die and go for what you believe in... Nothing is impossible... ( unless you wanna fly or something... which is practically impossible...) Things you cannot get, imagination is the best thing you can have... Remember... Imagination is vital for life!!!

Let your imagination run wild!!!