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Drastic actions for drastic measures...

Breaking my own pact... Said only to blog after next Saturday at least... I cannot help but feel sad at what has happened tonight... It seems I have not talked much about my new life now in poly huh? Well, let me start by saying that it is very enjoyable... The people there I meet and my classmates... Haha! It would take quite awhile for me to understand them fully as they would probably take the same amount of time to understand me... Being the usual self I am, shooting off remarks whenever I want and not taking other people feelings into consideration, it has quite created some bad vibes between some of my classmates and I...

This is what I want to talk about today... Hopefully creating awareness for the others that I want people to like me for who I am and not like me for who I should be... Just had a conversation with one of my girlfriends... She said that I am being mean in class giving comments when not needed... Yes! That is what I am! Saying that I should change the way I say about things... I am a blunt person... If you are lousy at singing, I will just say it in front of you that you suck! Hurting your feelings? Well, why? Afraid to admit that you do suck? Haha! Probably that is what is keeping people from voicing themselves out... So are we all going to lie every single time? I very much doubt so... Package it in a nicer way? Haha! Isn't the results same? Packaging your words is just something to make yourself feel better and escape from guilt that you just hurt someone... Telling yourself that "I meant it in the nicest way already... So I am not at fault if she is hurt..." Well, think again...

If you still feel that whatever is written in the previous paragraph is confusing, it is just how I feel about my classmates now... Is it something bad to voice out your opinions? Why do I have to say it out loud for people to hear? Because I want to be heard... What good is a comment if it is kept to yourself? Is the person you are commenting on going to improve if you keep it to yourself? Be bold and blunt I rather say... There wouldn't be improvements in this world if there is no such thing as commenting... So how does one percieve what is good and what is bad? This is such a subjective subject... (Pardon the pun..) Anyone can plainly see that how good and bad is defined is through the feelings of the consensus towards the matter.... So is it justifiable that I get condemned for not thinking like the majority?

So do think twice about what kind of a person I am... Saying things like this when all you have seen is all my skin and not deep inside... Are you sure you want to judge me now? Why not give us more time to talk and get to know each other better? I am sure there are people out there who thinks I am really a good listener and gives constructive comments rather than a cold blooded idiot who shoots his mouth off... Time will heal all wounds as they would, pull people closer....

Getting to know someone is like eating warheads. (A kind of candy) It starts off tasting sour, but gradually over time it turns sweet... Don't you people think so?

Blogging will cease for awhile...

Alright! I am sad to say that blogging will cease for awhile due to some complications I have with the Sebastian guy I mentioned in my previous entry... Sorry if you really like reading my entries but I will only blog after I finish the matters I have at hand... I promise you people the best entry you guys will ever read once I finish my stuff... (Maybe not the best...) Or at least something interesting to make up for it... By the way... I officially announce that 20th of April 2005 as the day that Wei Xin gets a hate mail because of his blog!!! Yay! I am currently replying to her now... so will blog about her too... But only after I finish my stuff... So,very sorry for not blogging... Do still support me yea? Thank you paul for supporting me.. Now I know at least some people do read my blog...

*Updated portion*
Alright! I had a few little things done on my blog... I am going all out to publicise my blog... Hoping that people would take notice and become as successful as Desmond's blog... Well, all that has been changed is due to Desmond's handiwork... So thank him for revamping a little of my blog... Also, there is some problem with the tagboard... So I decided to do away with it for awhile because it takes a long time to load my blog... Stupid tagboard... Planning of Sebastian's demise is coming along well... you all should be able to see the next entry by next saturday latest... Sorry that it will take so long... But I promised you a great entry didn't I? So be patient and wait ok?

Note to Desmond: Love you to bits for helping me make these stuff... You must be feeling bored to be able to help me... The next thing that you are gonna change shall be my skin! Muahaha!!! I am gonna exploit you! Muahaha!

Sebastian! Just you wait! I shall punish you for I am doing justice a favour! Not to mention a favour for your wife too...

Relation between guys and cyber sex...

Yes! It's the post Desmond has been waiting for... Haha!! Well before I go deeper into my topic, let me just talk about my first day in Nanyang Poly... It also is my orientation... Haha! The day has been quite enjoyable but there were some things that can be done without... Like the stupid ice breaker games... I mean... If we didn't wanna know other people, no matter how you put us together we can still be total strangers... It is almost like teaching a cat to swim... Oh! There is something interesting at least... Since its a School of Business orientation, we will be playing Business games where we deal with money... I will further explain when I survive the ordeal tomorrow... Haha! I made it sound terrible didn't I? So let's just get it on shall we? Desmond is already cursing me for taking up so much of his time...

But before we go on, let me briefly tell you what to expect... I do have real live information like a conversation with some sick guys here... (Thanks to the courtesy of my friend...) And this information is not suitable for kids under the age of 16... So Nicholas, if your brother is reading this, please prevent him... Thank you! And let's just move on... Stop cursing me Desmond! I just sneezed...

The world of technologies... It is surprising to see how it has evolved over the years... When I first saw a computer, all I could think was... What is this thing? And why are there alphabets on this rectangular board? And the first thing I did on a computer was computer games... Need more be said? Haha!!! It didn't take long for people to invent the internet and the encyclopedia became obsolete... So that also sparked off a series of event in the world... It works like a double edged sword... The good and bad... Almost like Yin and Yang... As you know for today's topic, yeah... We're gonna talk about the bad side of it...

As our topic title goes, cyber sex is widely known around the globe... It is done through chat rooms whereby people, usually of opposite gender would talk erotically to one another to induce some erotical thoughts into their mind which in turn heightens the pleasure while (I am gonna be open minded...) masturbating to the chat... How it is usually done? Well... There are many ways to go about doing it... Most people would start by telling a story which both parties will describe what they will do to their partner... Let me just give one sentence as an example yea? (Desmond must be very excited by now...)

"I let my forefinger run down the side of your body slowly as I pressed my lips against yours."

Ok! That was one sentence... Now do you get the point? It can be continued by either of the party... So... Actually, up till now I have not touched on what I really am trying to say... If you feel lost, sorry... But just continue reading yea? So, I will now show you some real life conversations which involved one of my friends where she met this pervertic maniac...

psycho_sick83: hi there
psycho_sick83: how are ya chiness doll !
psycho_sick83: this is shari. 22 male , pic on pro from pakistan
Anonymous: hey !
psycho_sick83: yes
psycho_sick83: waz ur asl
Anonymous: 17 f singapore,chinese
psycho_sick83: nice
psycho_sick83: hey buddy....i m soo hot rite now....i wanna cum........
psycho_sick83: can u help me/order me/command me.....
psycho_sick83: allow me so i can stroke my cock...
psycho_sick83: pleaseeeeeeeee
psycho_sick83: dont shy!........say
psycho_sick83: comeon! im waiting for ur orders
BUZZ!!!
Anonymous: hahahhahahhaa
Anonymous: u making me laugh
Anonymous: oh boy...
psycho_sick83: im damn serious........
psycho_sick83: im your slave.....take me as a slave..
psycho_sick83: i wont touch untill you permit me
Anonymous l: oh cool ! i have a slave
Anonymous: hahahhaa
psycho_sick83: comeone babe! teach me, order me...
Anonymous: okay... sit !
psycho_sick83: mmmm!.....yesss...
Anonymous: roll ?
psycho_sick83: mmmmm..........
psycho_sick83: my clothes on.......
Anonymous: handshake ?
psycho_sick83: ahhhhh........
psycho_sick83: babe!..say all wat ever in ur mind........
psycho_sick83: im laying straight on my bed...keyboard over my legs.....and ma cock burning inside my undies
psycho_sick83: hey!.....
Anonymous: hmmm... let me think
psycho_sick83: yesss....
Anonymous: fetch
psycho_sick83: mmmm....
Anonymous: roll around
psycho_sick83: ok.........
Anonymous: u really enjoy tt ?
psycho_sick83: yessss..........
psycho_sick83: i touch ma cock outside pants........
psycho_sick83: babe!...can i touch it again.....
psycho_sick83: uh!....i will do exactly as you say
Anonymous: how can i be convinced tt u r doing wat i'm telling u to ?
psycho_sick83: uhhhhh....you can be convinced.....i just believe and do as u say.......u will be convinced after hearing my shouts, breath....
psycho_sick83: im in ma room....doors locked....windows closed.....
psycho_sick83: Trust Me......
Anonymous: okay
Anonymous: open the doors and windows
psycho_sick83: now please........can u start.......
Anonymous: lick ur elbow
psycho_sick83: ummm........
Anonymous: y ?
Anonymous: u r my slave , i'm ordering u to do it
psycho_sick83: uhhhhhh!....okkkkkkkkkk
psycho_sick83: i had open the doors n windows.....
psycho_sick83: mmmmm..
psycho_sick83: i lickkkk
psycho_sick83: ahhhhh
Anonymous: u sure u did ?
Anonymous: are u being a good boy ?
psycho_sick83: uhh....i didddd...........
psycho_sick83: yessss.........
psycho_sick83: moreee.......
Anonymous: how dare u lied !
Anonymous: no humans on earth can lick their elbow !
psycho_sick83: many ways to lickk...........
psycho_sick83: uh!.........
psycho_sick83: dont be angryyy.......
psycho_sick83: ur slave apoligizing u.........
Anonymous: slap urself !
psycho_sick83: hhhhhhhh.......i did...can u hear the sound ....
psycho_sick83: i slap on my face.......
psycho_sick83: keep ordering !.......
psycho_sick83: heyyyy.........
psycho_sick83: pleaseeeeeeeeeee
psycho_sick83: dont leave me lik that
Anonymous: shave ur legs
psycho_sick83: shave or shake?
Anonymous: shaveeeeeee
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhh
Anonymous: u understand ?
Anonymous: i don't want hairy legs
psycho_sick83: babeeee.....i cant shave my legs rite now , but next time u will see the shinny legss
psycho_sick83: my legss are wide openn
Anonymous: close ur legs
Anonymous: get on ur feet
Anonymous: and get a shaver
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: uhhh...i will get a shover when umake me cum so much
Anonymous: put on a red lipstick
psycho_sick83: mmmmmmmmmm
psycho_sick83: can i touchh my penusss?........
psycho_sick83: please ........
psycho_sick83: ahhhhh....
psycho_sick83: ur teasing me soo muchhh
psycho_sick83: my legs shiveringgg
psycho_sick83: i cant put red lipstick...i dont have it ..
psycho_sick83: ur slave requesting u.........allow him to touch his penus
Anonymous: use the lipstick
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: i willll............
psycho_sick83: dear mistressss allow ur slave to touch ........
psycho_sick83: pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: plssssssssss
Anonymous: u r slave, u have no rights
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhh.......
psycho_sick83: i am beging you
psycho_sick83: can u type fast my mistress....
psycho_sick83: ur slave needs you soo much
Anonymous: get an ice cube and put it in ur pants
psycho_sick83: shitttttttt
psycho_sick83: its hurtingggggggg
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: i puttttt....inside pants and outside penties..
psycho_sick83: shittt........
psycho_sick83: heyyyyyyyyyyy
psycho_sick83: mmmmmmmmm
psycho_sick83: my cock is getting hard.......
Anonymous: make it soft
psycho_sick83: where u goo?......
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: babee..........damn.......i wanna stroke it
psycho_sick83: please.......keep ur eyes on me!...order me to strokeit
psycho_sick83: pleaseeeeee
Anonymous: do 40 sit ups
psycho_sick83: uhhhhhhh...........
psycho_sick83: 40 sit ups.........
psycho_sick83: ?
Anonymous: do it !!!!
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: i stroke 40 times ups?...that is u mean to say
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhh!
psycho_sick83: ahhhh.........
Anonymous: i want 40 push ups
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhh

As you can see from this, this guy is totally sick... Althought his method was not what I mentioned ealier, but there was pleasure which he derived from taking orders from a lady... But my point is... Why are there people like this? Especially men... Why? It does not end here... I have another conversation... Here goes...


naiwhyekhian: hi
Anonymous: hey
naiwhyekhian: I am sebastian age 38 married u mind chatting ?
Anonymous: i dun mind
Anonymous: asl pls
naiwhyekhian: i am sebastian age 38 married u mind chatting ?
naiwhyekhian: u asl pls?
naiwhyekhian: hello r u there ?
Anonymous: oh
Anonymous: sorry
Anonymous: 17 f singapre,chinese
naiwhyekhian: i c
naiwhyekhian: still studying ?
Anonymous: yup !
naiwhyekhian: sec 4 ?
Anonymous: nope
Anonymous: i finished sec 4
naiwhyekhian: now awaitng for poly ?
Anonymous: yup
Anonymous: u must be from sgp, i presume
naiwhyekhian: yup
Anonymous: hahahaa
naiwhyekhian: so today nvr go out with bf ?
Anonymous: today ? it's 1.43 am my dear fren
Anonymous: i dun have a bf
naiwhyekhian: ic
naiwhyekhian: u r funny
naiwhyekhian: yr profile only show yr backside
Anonymous: hahahahhaa
Anonymous: well...always been hoping ppl will kiss my ass but none will
Anonymous: i'm glad i found a giant pic
Anonymous: i did tt outta fun
naiwhyekhian: i wan to kiss yr ass can ?
Anonymous: hahahha ! wat i meant was
Anonymous: sucking up to me
naiwhyekhian: i can lick u if u want
naiwhyekhian: u there ?
Anonymous: hahahaha ! are u giving me a dirty talk ?
naiwhyekhian: well if u dun mind ?
naiwhyekhian: or else
naiwhyekhian: hello r u there ?
Anonymous: sorry
Anonymous: yes i mind
Anonymous: 'coz u r old enuf to be my dead
Anonymous: sorry
Anonymous: dad
naiwhyekhian: well to be friend I ever have s...x with a girl of yr age
Anonymous: hahhaa
Anonymous: there's no need to have any censorship
Anonymous: well... tt's sad
Anonymous: are u facing prob in ur marriage?
naiwhyekhian: nope
naiwhyekhian: Just for fun and excitment
naiwhyekhian: i break her virgin, she ask for it
Anonymous: i'm feeling sorry for her
Anonymous: too
naiwhyekhian: why ?
Anonymous: i think it's a lost
naiwhyekhian: lost of wat ? virgin?
Anonymous: not just virginity
naiwhyekhian: then ?
Anonymous: she'll regret someday
Anonymous: when she truely met a guy who's meant for her
naiwhyekhian: well that guy might not be a virgin guy mah
Anonymous: hmmm...well... my fren , i guess it's hard to explain it to u
naiwhyekhian: Well she ask for it, so I do it lor
naiwhyekhian: I met her at the pub, then we chat
Anonymous: i see
Anonymous: still in contact wif her ?
naiwhyekhian: yes
naiwhyekhian: we meet once in a while
naiwhyekhian: but we seldom do that one unless she ask for it
Anonymous: i see
Anonymous: did u think of wife when u r doing it ?
naiwhyekhian: yes
naiwhyekhian: sometime no
Anonymous: do u have any sense of guilt ?
naiwhyekhian: nope, i do it when she ask for it why should i have ?
Anonymous: so u meant ur wife encourage u to do it tt's why u don't feel guilty ?
Anonymous: 'coz she approve ?
naiwhyekhian: she dun know lar
Anonymous: u make it sounds as if it's the girl's fault and not urs
Anonymous: tt u r forced to do it
naiwhyekhian: well i nvr force her at all, she is the one that wan it as a guy i give in lor
Anonymous: no i din say u force her to
Anonymous: i say u make it sounds as if she force u to do it
Anonymous: tt u have to do it
Anonymous: now u say, as a guy u give in
naiwhyekhian: yah lor
Anonymous: i don't think tt's a gentleman act
naiwhyekhian: WHY ?
Anonymous: hahahhahaa
Anonymous: u ask me why
Anonymous: i'm starting to suspect if u know the defination of marriage
naiwhyekhian: well......................
Anonymous: oh dear... no wonder singaporean ladies don't wanna get married
Anonymous: tsk tsk tsk...i guess my future marriage life is at risk

I am disgusted... by his horrendous English actually... Haha! But, look at this? What is the meaning of it? Men losing themselves to the thoughts of sex... I am so ashamed to be a male... It has made me realise that man do really only think about sex... I recently went into chat rooms, hoping to scoop out some reasons why guys always want to talk about sex... But sadly, the guys in there are always against talking to people of the same gender unless they are homosexual... It is easy to identify a male in a chatroom... The first thing they will always say when starting a conversation with you would be this question...

"Asl?" (It stands for age, sex and location...)

I answered them truthfully and all the response I got was a bye or they will just ignore me... I myself am a male too... Writing this whole entry really makes me feel ashamed... Why has society veered its path this way? There has to be some logical explanation to which why males to these kind of things... The eagerness for lust? To potray the male dominance? Where has all the chivalry gone to? Lost in dark ages? What about the utmost respect we have to treat a female with? Where has all of it gone to? The males in mordern civilisation really has gone haywire... Simple things like holding the door for the females has already dissappeared... Not to mention, seating the ladies, help them as often as possible and so much more...

Why is this so? The guys in my poly now is making a big fuss whenever I hold the door for my class females to pass... They take me like some kind of joke and always wonder why I treat the ladies like god... Sigh~! What am I suppose to say? Girls are suppose to be treated with utmost respect? Haha! I'll probably only have girls as friends in my school... Sheesh... Why can't guys just be more sensitive? Haha! I am like complaining about my own kind... Well... This is true... I do hope that someday, respect towards women will return and stays for good!

P.s: Peng Ren's blog has been added to my links... do check it out yea?

Emotions... When will guys be able to feel them?

Ten things to do when someone comes up to you for donation...

Kill me, shoot me, burn me, slice me, behead me for all I care... Yeah, I know I haven't been blogging.... Sorry yea? I am working now and I do not really have time... Busy with school application and feeling very tired at night... What could get worse? My dad changing the password? OMG! I seem to have E.S.P... (Extra sensonary perception) Yeah! My dad Did change the password... Damn it! So that kinda explains why I couldn't really blog... Anyways... here are the happenings for the past days...

Yes! I have finally drilled a hole!!! I got to hold a drill and drill a bloody hole!!! Although it isn't big enough to fuck it... But... It was exhilarating! Can you imagine holding the damn heavy drill and drill the brains out of the wall? Just for bonus pleasure, imagine your worst enemy on the wall and drill his brains out! Haha! Feels great doesn't it? Alright! I have decided... After the whole hotel project is finished, I am gonna ask my mom to book a room in the hotel at the 14th level and say there for a night... Hahaha!! Crazy idea... But isn't it just great to stay in a room where all the wires and appliances are single handedly done and set up by you? Gives you something to be proud with... I can just feel it! The satisfaction, pleasure, exhilaration, and of course the excitment in staying in the room... But anyways, school is gonna start soon and I am stopping work on 14th of April.... Yay! Then it will be payday! Should be recieving enough money to buy a PSP! Yes! I wanna buy it... So I dun have to feel bored on buses anymore... Shan't digress anymore... To the main topic!

Ever feel that you just can't seem to say no to someone who walks up to you and asks you for a donation? Be it two dollars, five dollars or even ten dollars, you just cannot say no to the person... Well, fear no more cos Professor Ah^Wei is teaching you methods to shake them off... You may ask... "Why are you so heartless? Giving is a kind of blessing... What if it was you who needs the donations?" People, I ask of you... How often do you personally see that the donated money goes into the hands of the intended reciever? There are already certain cases whereby donations are stolen... So just how trusty can a volunteer get? Hope you people get my point... Anyways, here are the top ten ways to shake them off....

Top ten ways to shake off a person who asks for donations

Number 10
Simply act like you are in a hurry and just walk away without saying anything...
This is effective only when your acting skill is great... They wouldn't dare bother you... It would be better if you are holding your phone to your ear and acting like you are asking your friend where to meet him... This will ensure that they dare not even look you in the eye....

Number 9
Just say NO!
Where have all the practising in saying No to drugs and ciggies gone to? Didn't we all role-play and took turns saying No in school? Put it back into practice! You must sound assertive and determined... That is the way to go!

Number 8
I call this the "Show them you are poorer" tatic...
Before you pull this stunt, make show you conceal all your money so that the people do not see it anywhere... First, say that you do not have money... then go on to flash your empty wallet and then jokingly ask if they would donate some to you instead....

Number 7
This is where handphones are very useful... Talk to it!
This is way easy and works almost 80% of the time... Only people with a great deal of courage dare to interupt you while you are talking... If that ever happens, use either number 10, 9 or 6 to deal with it...

Number 6
This is rude but works for me... Just spread your palm wide open and when she is about to speak, place it in front of her face...
Downright rude but that is the whole idea right?

Number 5
I call this the "I do not understand English..."
This is fairly simple... But it might back fire... If a malay comes up to you, speak Chinese... If a chinese come up to you then try speaking a dialect if you yourself is a chinese, if not speak Malay or Tamil... But sometimes you might meet a malay speaking in chinese... Then follow up the act in chinese and use either of the tatics mentioned...

Number 4
This would be in conjunction to the previous one... Act deaf and mute!
Just act dumb!

Number 3
Strategically walk behind people...
This one needs some elaborating... Always walk behind groups of people... This way, they will have to face the music before you do... Keep a vigil watch for stalking predators... (The people who asks for donations...) Plan out your route properly and then put it into action... This is by far one of the most difficult to master... hahah!!!

Number 2
Give the "I am pissed off... Don't disturb..." look

This is kinda tricky... You have to send the right message... Wrong message and you are inviting them to your doorstep... It is difficult to act pissed when you are quite happy... One person you can learn from though is Stanley... Just learn to act his face when he is angry... All the people will scramble outta sight....

Number 1

This is the last one... (At last!) This is the most stupid... But kinda great if you win... I call this the "Talk, raise hope and decline" tatic...

Haha!!! This one involves in conversing with the person itself... Do not attempt to try it if you have no confidence... First listen to him... Let him say his piece and then look eager... Next, ask him questions like "How do I know that this money I donate wouldn't fall into your hands?" Let him answer... Then in the end, reject him... Mean huh? I know... I do that all the time... :) Sometimes I meet even the rude kind... I always threaten to sue them for what they say and make them apologise... Haha!!!!

P.S: The information above is not in any order... So being at number one does not mean it works the best... Use as you deem fit...

Sigh! This is all for this entry... Will have more next time... Sneak peak... Something to do with cyber sex... Haha!! Desmond... I see the gleam in your eyes already... Haha!!!

All evil begone! I hate walking in Orchard road that is full of people asking for donations...