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Who is responsible?

Nothing particular happened today... Plus I ain't some blogger who blogs about my daily activities... I was watching the news just now... Sadly, teenage girls in our society is getting more and more out of hand... Doing lesbian acts in front of a camera... Kissing, hands reaching up the skirt, touching each other's asses... What on earth are they thinking? I am seriously against homosexuals... I mean... For guys, where do they wanna insert their rods? Up each other's asses too? Wouldn't that fucking hurt? ( Pardon the pun..) Now girls... What is there to insert? Sex has been around for like millions of centuries... Not only humans do it, every animal in the animal kingdom does it... Not to mention the insects too... Ask yourself... Have you ever seen insects or animals of the same gender having hot sizzling sex? No you do not! So what is it that makes homosexuals exist? The brain, being the most mysterious organ in our body has the answer... But... Answers from them will be difficult to obtain...

My main focus of this entry isn't actually about homosexuals... But the parents who have things to say about this issue... Watching the news over the recent years have made me realised that whenever teenage problems arise, their first comment would be "The school should do..."

True enough, today's news about teenage girls acting imtimate... The parents only have got one thing to say... The school should teach them this and that and blah blah blah... What exactly made them say that? Are schools responsible for teaching your child not to be homosexuals? What are schools for? A childcare centre for your kids to spend their time in the morning and afternoon? A school is a place where people, usually young people are educated... Education itself tells us that our kids are actually going to school to learn academic stuff and no more than other stuff... Why has the society warped so much that even civics and moral is something the school has to teach? Aren't our moral values and civicness be taught by our parents? Since when has teachers been labelled as parents? If so, why call them teachers? Shouldn't we call them Father or Mother? What are the roles of parents now? Earning money to feed their offsprings? That is one... But shouldn't they be teaching life lessons too? They should know their child better than no one else isn't it? So aren't they the best candidate to educate their young? Its like a mother bird teaching her little child how to fly and hunt... Who else can teach? A lion? Does a lion knows how to fly?

Just imagin the burden of the teachers nowadays... Having to control an average class of forty students is not easy.. On the surface it might seem that they give only one assignment... But what about her assignments? It is mutiplied by forty! So who's life is much more worse? And to top it off, she has to worry about moral values of your child? Although I have never been a good student, I can understand the stress teachers are facing and it isn't easy to cope at all... Marking assignments are not easy one bit... Having to check every single mistake for forty times... It is not enjoyable at all... So why don't you parents just make the teachers' life a little easier by taking your child in hand and stop blaming the school for not doing YOUR job?!

I would really like to see a little change in the society... If the teachers are responsible for your children, why should they work and give you allowances when they grow up? They should be giving it to the teachers... I wonder how all of you think about this? Do discuss... I would really like to hear all of your comments...

Teacher. One who slogs it out for the future of the children and gets nothing in return. I salute you!

Seven seven forty nine makes a square...

Haha! I have a riddle for you people... The title is the clue... So best of luck trying to guess it... To those who have guessed it... Great job! So here is the riddle... Here goes nothing!

CSEAITROYSMORONOOYUYWGULSSDNRHVTMARAAEEYNOTVDRSBX

Think hard everyone... Best of luck to all!

Maaf! Maaf!

Sigh! Sorry people... I am sad to say that today's entry is not the one I am intending to blog about... The main character of this entry has called in sick and therefore I am not being able to do what I have promised you people... Please pardon me for I am sad enough that operation: " Go do your math Sebastian!" has not commenced yet... Sigh! Have no fear my friends! For I will make sure I get my hands on Sebastian... He has made me do things far beyond my imagingation... I will not let him off so easily...

Alright! To the main thing... Nanyang poly is a stupid place whereby the computer actually denies my entry to view my tagboard and my counter... So I will most probably be communicating with you guys through the comment feature... So do look out for any comments... And I think you people have to do that too... Yeah I know... Commenting is irritating because you still have to log in and think of what to type... But do do me this favour and just communicate with me through comments...

Next, Poly life is better now... And I think fate is conspiring against me... It put me in the same group with a person I hate!!! Damn it! Sigh! Work is piling up and I wonder how my counter is doing.... Argh! Hate this feeling! I am currently doing a book review to present for a module... This presentation is my very first ICA so I am quite excited about it... I mean... Asking me to talk in front of the class? I love it! Oh! The book I am doing on is by Dan Brown... Angels and Demons.... It is a great book...

Diana: Hey! When are you coming back? I am so missing you already... Contact me sometime yeah? I will always be there... Just come to me for anything... Don't worry too much yea? Also... Do cheer up... i feel sad whenever my friends are sad too.... Oh yeah! Me and Qian Bei have decided that we want to pick you up from the airport... Do tell us when ok? I will try my best to make it... Just make sure it isn't a Monday night cause I have night classes.... Take good care of yourself ok? Wanted to type something in Indo for you but I just don't know the words...

Sebastian will get it... Trust me! Do stay in contact with me my readers...

Saturday is coming...

At long last! Saturday is coming... Operation: "Go do your math Sebastian!" is finally going to commence... Yes! I can't wait... So are my buddies who are in this with me! I am finally going to do something crazy! Much has happened lately... Only two days ago, I had a quarrel with my mother... The aftermath? I lost and not only that, my dad changed the password to the internet... So here I am now typing this entry in Nanyang Poly during my computer class... Stupid Nanyang Poly! They blocked tagboard and my counter... I cannot view them... Darn it! But it is lucky that I am being able to blog.... So let us just be contented with what we have...

Sigh! What am I to do? Argh! I hate it whenever they use this tatic to make me coerce... Think I will have revert back to my old ways and go to my trusty cousin to use the net... Sigh! What is this world coming to? What have I done to deserve this? Is it justifiable to deprive a child from his only connection to the technology world? Argh! Nothing much has happened actually... But many things are going to happen on Saturday! Haha! Just wait patiently people! Nice things are coming your way...

I am planning to change my blog's template... Going to change to a new one soon... I got Desmond to help me with it... I gave him the theme I wanted and how I wanted the layout to be... So wait also readers! I will most probably update it too on Saturday... All of you will be in for a surprise when I update it... The theme especially... Haha! I love Desmond to bits! Thank you for helping me with it... I gtg now... My lecturer is starting the class soon... Do come back and read yea? And support me... Hahaa!

Sebastian... Your demise is near... Start praying.... Your ass will be kicked by me!

Drastic actions for drastic measures...

Breaking my own pact... Said only to blog after next Saturday at least... I cannot help but feel sad at what has happened tonight... It seems I have not talked much about my new life now in poly huh? Well, let me start by saying that it is very enjoyable... The people there I meet and my classmates... Haha! It would take quite awhile for me to understand them fully as they would probably take the same amount of time to understand me... Being the usual self I am, shooting off remarks whenever I want and not taking other people feelings into consideration, it has quite created some bad vibes between some of my classmates and I...

This is what I want to talk about today... Hopefully creating awareness for the others that I want people to like me for who I am and not like me for who I should be... Just had a conversation with one of my girlfriends... She said that I am being mean in class giving comments when not needed... Yes! That is what I am! Saying that I should change the way I say about things... I am a blunt person... If you are lousy at singing, I will just say it in front of you that you suck! Hurting your feelings? Well, why? Afraid to admit that you do suck? Haha! Probably that is what is keeping people from voicing themselves out... So are we all going to lie every single time? I very much doubt so... Package it in a nicer way? Haha! Isn't the results same? Packaging your words is just something to make yourself feel better and escape from guilt that you just hurt someone... Telling yourself that "I meant it in the nicest way already... So I am not at fault if she is hurt..." Well, think again...

If you still feel that whatever is written in the previous paragraph is confusing, it is just how I feel about my classmates now... Is it something bad to voice out your opinions? Why do I have to say it out loud for people to hear? Because I want to be heard... What good is a comment if it is kept to yourself? Is the person you are commenting on going to improve if you keep it to yourself? Be bold and blunt I rather say... There wouldn't be improvements in this world if there is no such thing as commenting... So how does one percieve what is good and what is bad? This is such a subjective subject... (Pardon the pun..) Anyone can plainly see that how good and bad is defined is through the feelings of the consensus towards the matter.... So is it justifiable that I get condemned for not thinking like the majority?

So do think twice about what kind of a person I am... Saying things like this when all you have seen is all my skin and not deep inside... Are you sure you want to judge me now? Why not give us more time to talk and get to know each other better? I am sure there are people out there who thinks I am really a good listener and gives constructive comments rather than a cold blooded idiot who shoots his mouth off... Time will heal all wounds as they would, pull people closer....

Getting to know someone is like eating warheads. (A kind of candy) It starts off tasting sour, but gradually over time it turns sweet... Don't you people think so?

Blogging will cease for awhile...

Alright! I am sad to say that blogging will cease for awhile due to some complications I have with the Sebastian guy I mentioned in my previous entry... Sorry if you really like reading my entries but I will only blog after I finish the matters I have at hand... I promise you people the best entry you guys will ever read once I finish my stuff... (Maybe not the best...) Or at least something interesting to make up for it... By the way... I officially announce that 20th of April 2005 as the day that Wei Xin gets a hate mail because of his blog!!! Yay! I am currently replying to her now... so will blog about her too... But only after I finish my stuff... So,very sorry for not blogging... Do still support me yea? Thank you paul for supporting me.. Now I know at least some people do read my blog...

*Updated portion*
Alright! I had a few little things done on my blog... I am going all out to publicise my blog... Hoping that people would take notice and become as successful as Desmond's blog... Well, all that has been changed is due to Desmond's handiwork... So thank him for revamping a little of my blog... Also, there is some problem with the tagboard... So I decided to do away with it for awhile because it takes a long time to load my blog... Stupid tagboard... Planning of Sebastian's demise is coming along well... you all should be able to see the next entry by next saturday latest... Sorry that it will take so long... But I promised you a great entry didn't I? So be patient and wait ok?

Note to Desmond: Love you to bits for helping me make these stuff... You must be feeling bored to be able to help me... The next thing that you are gonna change shall be my skin! Muahaha!!! I am gonna exploit you! Muahaha!

Sebastian! Just you wait! I shall punish you for I am doing justice a favour! Not to mention a favour for your wife too...

Relation between guys and cyber sex...

Yes! It's the post Desmond has been waiting for... Haha!! Well before I go deeper into my topic, let me just talk about my first day in Nanyang Poly... It also is my orientation... Haha! The day has been quite enjoyable but there were some things that can be done without... Like the stupid ice breaker games... I mean... If we didn't wanna know other people, no matter how you put us together we can still be total strangers... It is almost like teaching a cat to swim... Oh! There is something interesting at least... Since its a School of Business orientation, we will be playing Business games where we deal with money... I will further explain when I survive the ordeal tomorrow... Haha! I made it sound terrible didn't I? So let's just get it on shall we? Desmond is already cursing me for taking up so much of his time...

But before we go on, let me briefly tell you what to expect... I do have real live information like a conversation with some sick guys here... (Thanks to the courtesy of my friend...) And this information is not suitable for kids under the age of 16... So Nicholas, if your brother is reading this, please prevent him... Thank you! And let's just move on... Stop cursing me Desmond! I just sneezed...

The world of technologies... It is surprising to see how it has evolved over the years... When I first saw a computer, all I could think was... What is this thing? And why are there alphabets on this rectangular board? And the first thing I did on a computer was computer games... Need more be said? Haha!!! It didn't take long for people to invent the internet and the encyclopedia became obsolete... So that also sparked off a series of event in the world... It works like a double edged sword... The good and bad... Almost like Yin and Yang... As you know for today's topic, yeah... We're gonna talk about the bad side of it...

As our topic title goes, cyber sex is widely known around the globe... It is done through chat rooms whereby people, usually of opposite gender would talk erotically to one another to induce some erotical thoughts into their mind which in turn heightens the pleasure while (I am gonna be open minded...) masturbating to the chat... How it is usually done? Well... There are many ways to go about doing it... Most people would start by telling a story which both parties will describe what they will do to their partner... Let me just give one sentence as an example yea? (Desmond must be very excited by now...)

"I let my forefinger run down the side of your body slowly as I pressed my lips against yours."

Ok! That was one sentence... Now do you get the point? It can be continued by either of the party... So... Actually, up till now I have not touched on what I really am trying to say... If you feel lost, sorry... But just continue reading yea? So, I will now show you some real life conversations which involved one of my friends where she met this pervertic maniac...

psycho_sick83: hi there
psycho_sick83: how are ya chiness doll !
psycho_sick83: this is shari. 22 male , pic on pro from pakistan
Anonymous: hey !
psycho_sick83: yes
psycho_sick83: waz ur asl
Anonymous: 17 f singapore,chinese
psycho_sick83: nice
psycho_sick83: hey buddy....i m soo hot rite now....i wanna cum........
psycho_sick83: can u help me/order me/command me.....
psycho_sick83: allow me so i can stroke my cock...
psycho_sick83: pleaseeeeeeeee
psycho_sick83: dont shy!........say
psycho_sick83: comeon! im waiting for ur orders
BUZZ!!!
Anonymous: hahahhahahhaa
Anonymous: u making me laugh
Anonymous: oh boy...
psycho_sick83: im damn serious........
psycho_sick83: im your slave.....take me as a slave..
psycho_sick83: i wont touch untill you permit me
Anonymous l: oh cool ! i have a slave
Anonymous: hahahhaa
psycho_sick83: comeone babe! teach me, order me...
Anonymous: okay... sit !
psycho_sick83: mmmm!.....yesss...
Anonymous: roll ?
psycho_sick83: mmmmm..........
psycho_sick83: my clothes on.......
Anonymous: handshake ?
psycho_sick83: ahhhhh........
psycho_sick83: babe!..say all wat ever in ur mind........
psycho_sick83: im laying straight on my bed...keyboard over my legs.....and ma cock burning inside my undies
psycho_sick83: hey!.....
Anonymous: hmmm... let me think
psycho_sick83: yesss....
Anonymous: fetch
psycho_sick83: mmmm....
Anonymous: roll around
psycho_sick83: ok.........
Anonymous: u really enjoy tt ?
psycho_sick83: yessss..........
psycho_sick83: i touch ma cock outside pants........
psycho_sick83: babe!...can i touch it again.....
psycho_sick83: uh!....i will do exactly as you say
Anonymous: how can i be convinced tt u r doing wat i'm telling u to ?
psycho_sick83: uhhhhh....you can be convinced.....i just believe and do as u say.......u will be convinced after hearing my shouts, breath....
psycho_sick83: im in ma room....doors locked....windows closed.....
psycho_sick83: Trust Me......
Anonymous: okay
Anonymous: open the doors and windows
psycho_sick83: now please........can u start.......
Anonymous: lick ur elbow
psycho_sick83: ummm........
Anonymous: y ?
Anonymous: u r my slave , i'm ordering u to do it
psycho_sick83: uhhhhhh!....okkkkkkkkkk
psycho_sick83: i had open the doors n windows.....
psycho_sick83: mmmmm..
psycho_sick83: i lickkkk
psycho_sick83: ahhhhh
Anonymous: u sure u did ?
Anonymous: are u being a good boy ?
psycho_sick83: uhh....i didddd...........
psycho_sick83: yessss.........
psycho_sick83: moreee.......
Anonymous: how dare u lied !
Anonymous: no humans on earth can lick their elbow !
psycho_sick83: many ways to lickk...........
psycho_sick83: uh!.........
psycho_sick83: dont be angryyy.......
psycho_sick83: ur slave apoligizing u.........
Anonymous: slap urself !
psycho_sick83: hhhhhhhh.......i did...can u hear the sound ....
psycho_sick83: i slap on my face.......
psycho_sick83: keep ordering !.......
psycho_sick83: heyyyy.........
psycho_sick83: pleaseeeeeeeeeee
psycho_sick83: dont leave me lik that
Anonymous: shave ur legs
psycho_sick83: shave or shake?
Anonymous: shaveeeeeee
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhh
Anonymous: u understand ?
Anonymous: i don't want hairy legs
psycho_sick83: babeeee.....i cant shave my legs rite now , but next time u will see the shinny legss
psycho_sick83: my legss are wide openn
Anonymous: close ur legs
Anonymous: get on ur feet
Anonymous: and get a shaver
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: uhhh...i will get a shover when umake me cum so much
Anonymous: put on a red lipstick
psycho_sick83: mmmmmmmmmm
psycho_sick83: can i touchh my penusss?........
psycho_sick83: please ........
psycho_sick83: ahhhhh....
psycho_sick83: ur teasing me soo muchhh
psycho_sick83: my legs shiveringgg
psycho_sick83: i cant put red lipstick...i dont have it ..
psycho_sick83: ur slave requesting u.........allow him to touch his penus
Anonymous: use the lipstick
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: i willll............
psycho_sick83: dear mistressss allow ur slave to touch ........
psycho_sick83: pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: plssssssssss
Anonymous: u r slave, u have no rights
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhh.......
psycho_sick83: i am beging you
psycho_sick83: can u type fast my mistress....
psycho_sick83: ur slave needs you soo much
Anonymous: get an ice cube and put it in ur pants
psycho_sick83: shitttttttt
psycho_sick83: its hurtingggggggg
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: i puttttt....inside pants and outside penties..
psycho_sick83: shittt........
psycho_sick83: heyyyyyyyyyyy
psycho_sick83: mmmmmmmmm
psycho_sick83: my cock is getting hard.......
Anonymous: make it soft
psycho_sick83: where u goo?......
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: babee..........damn.......i wanna stroke it
psycho_sick83: please.......keep ur eyes on me!...order me to strokeit
psycho_sick83: pleaseeeeee
Anonymous: do 40 sit ups
psycho_sick83: uhhhhhhh...........
psycho_sick83: 40 sit ups.........
psycho_sick83: ?
Anonymous: do it !!!!
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhhh
psycho_sick83: i stroke 40 times ups?...that is u mean to say
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhh!
psycho_sick83: ahhhh.........
Anonymous: i want 40 push ups
psycho_sick83: ahhhhhhhh

As you can see from this, this guy is totally sick... Althought his method was not what I mentioned ealier, but there was pleasure which he derived from taking orders from a lady... But my point is... Why are there people like this? Especially men... Why? It does not end here... I have another conversation... Here goes...


naiwhyekhian: hi
Anonymous: hey
naiwhyekhian: I am sebastian age 38 married u mind chatting ?
Anonymous: i dun mind
Anonymous: asl pls
naiwhyekhian: i am sebastian age 38 married u mind chatting ?
naiwhyekhian: u asl pls?
naiwhyekhian: hello r u there ?
Anonymous: oh
Anonymous: sorry
Anonymous: 17 f singapre,chinese
naiwhyekhian: i c
naiwhyekhian: still studying ?
Anonymous: yup !
naiwhyekhian: sec 4 ?
Anonymous: nope
Anonymous: i finished sec 4
naiwhyekhian: now awaitng for poly ?
Anonymous: yup
Anonymous: u must be from sgp, i presume
naiwhyekhian: yup
Anonymous: hahahaa
naiwhyekhian: so today nvr go out with bf ?
Anonymous: today ? it's 1.43 am my dear fren
Anonymous: i dun have a bf
naiwhyekhian: ic
naiwhyekhian: u r funny
naiwhyekhian: yr profile only show yr backside
Anonymous: hahahahhaa
Anonymous: well...always been hoping ppl will kiss my ass but none will
Anonymous: i'm glad i found a giant pic
Anonymous: i did tt outta fun
naiwhyekhian: i wan to kiss yr ass can ?
Anonymous: hahahha ! wat i meant was
Anonymous: sucking up to me
naiwhyekhian: i can lick u if u want
naiwhyekhian: u there ?
Anonymous: hahahaha ! are u giving me a dirty talk ?
naiwhyekhian: well if u dun mind ?
naiwhyekhian: or else
naiwhyekhian: hello r u there ?
Anonymous: sorry
Anonymous: yes i mind
Anonymous: 'coz u r old enuf to be my dead
Anonymous: sorry
Anonymous: dad
naiwhyekhian: well to be friend I ever have s...x with a girl of yr age
Anonymous: hahhaa
Anonymous: there's no need to have any censorship
Anonymous: well... tt's sad
Anonymous: are u facing prob in ur marriage?
naiwhyekhian: nope
naiwhyekhian: Just for fun and excitment
naiwhyekhian: i break her virgin, she ask for it
Anonymous: i'm feeling sorry for her
Anonymous: too
naiwhyekhian: why ?
Anonymous: i think it's a lost
naiwhyekhian: lost of wat ? virgin?
Anonymous: not just virginity
naiwhyekhian: then ?
Anonymous: she'll regret someday
Anonymous: when she truely met a guy who's meant for her
naiwhyekhian: well that guy might not be a virgin guy mah
Anonymous: hmmm...well... my fren , i guess it's hard to explain it to u
naiwhyekhian: Well she ask for it, so I do it lor
naiwhyekhian: I met her at the pub, then we chat
Anonymous: i see
Anonymous: still in contact wif her ?
naiwhyekhian: yes
naiwhyekhian: we meet once in a while
naiwhyekhian: but we seldom do that one unless she ask for it
Anonymous: i see
Anonymous: did u think of wife when u r doing it ?
naiwhyekhian: yes
naiwhyekhian: sometime no
Anonymous: do u have any sense of guilt ?
naiwhyekhian: nope, i do it when she ask for it why should i have ?
Anonymous: so u meant ur wife encourage u to do it tt's why u don't feel guilty ?
Anonymous: 'coz she approve ?
naiwhyekhian: she dun know lar
Anonymous: u make it sounds as if it's the girl's fault and not urs
Anonymous: tt u r forced to do it
naiwhyekhian: well i nvr force her at all, she is the one that wan it as a guy i give in lor
Anonymous: no i din say u force her to
Anonymous: i say u make it sounds as if she force u to do it
Anonymous: tt u have to do it
Anonymous: now u say, as a guy u give in
naiwhyekhian: yah lor
Anonymous: i don't think tt's a gentleman act
naiwhyekhian: WHY ?
Anonymous: hahahhahaa
Anonymous: u ask me why
Anonymous: i'm starting to suspect if u know the defination of marriage
naiwhyekhian: well......................
Anonymous: oh dear... no wonder singaporean ladies don't wanna get married
Anonymous: tsk tsk tsk...i guess my future marriage life is at risk

I am disgusted... by his horrendous English actually... Haha! But, look at this? What is the meaning of it? Men losing themselves to the thoughts of sex... I am so ashamed to be a male... It has made me realise that man do really only think about sex... I recently went into chat rooms, hoping to scoop out some reasons why guys always want to talk about sex... But sadly, the guys in there are always against talking to people of the same gender unless they are homosexual... It is easy to identify a male in a chatroom... The first thing they will always say when starting a conversation with you would be this question...

"Asl?" (It stands for age, sex and location...)

I answered them truthfully and all the response I got was a bye or they will just ignore me... I myself am a male too... Writing this whole entry really makes me feel ashamed... Why has society veered its path this way? There has to be some logical explanation to which why males to these kind of things... The eagerness for lust? To potray the male dominance? Where has all the chivalry gone to? Lost in dark ages? What about the utmost respect we have to treat a female with? Where has all of it gone to? The males in mordern civilisation really has gone haywire... Simple things like holding the door for the females has already dissappeared... Not to mention, seating the ladies, help them as often as possible and so much more...

Why is this so? The guys in my poly now is making a big fuss whenever I hold the door for my class females to pass... They take me like some kind of joke and always wonder why I treat the ladies like god... Sigh~! What am I suppose to say? Girls are suppose to be treated with utmost respect? Haha! I'll probably only have girls as friends in my school... Sheesh... Why can't guys just be more sensitive? Haha! I am like complaining about my own kind... Well... This is true... I do hope that someday, respect towards women will return and stays for good!

P.s: Peng Ren's blog has been added to my links... do check it out yea?

Emotions... When will guys be able to feel them?

Ten things to do when someone comes up to you for donation...

Kill me, shoot me, burn me, slice me, behead me for all I care... Yeah, I know I haven't been blogging.... Sorry yea? I am working now and I do not really have time... Busy with school application and feeling very tired at night... What could get worse? My dad changing the password? OMG! I seem to have E.S.P... (Extra sensonary perception) Yeah! My dad Did change the password... Damn it! So that kinda explains why I couldn't really blog... Anyways... here are the happenings for the past days...

Yes! I have finally drilled a hole!!! I got to hold a drill and drill a bloody hole!!! Although it isn't big enough to fuck it... But... It was exhilarating! Can you imagine holding the damn heavy drill and drill the brains out of the wall? Just for bonus pleasure, imagine your worst enemy on the wall and drill his brains out! Haha! Feels great doesn't it? Alright! I have decided... After the whole hotel project is finished, I am gonna ask my mom to book a room in the hotel at the 14th level and say there for a night... Hahaha!! Crazy idea... But isn't it just great to stay in a room where all the wires and appliances are single handedly done and set up by you? Gives you something to be proud with... I can just feel it! The satisfaction, pleasure, exhilaration, and of course the excitment in staying in the room... But anyways, school is gonna start soon and I am stopping work on 14th of April.... Yay! Then it will be payday! Should be recieving enough money to buy a PSP! Yes! I wanna buy it... So I dun have to feel bored on buses anymore... Shan't digress anymore... To the main topic!

Ever feel that you just can't seem to say no to someone who walks up to you and asks you for a donation? Be it two dollars, five dollars or even ten dollars, you just cannot say no to the person... Well, fear no more cos Professor Ah^Wei is teaching you methods to shake them off... You may ask... "Why are you so heartless? Giving is a kind of blessing... What if it was you who needs the donations?" People, I ask of you... How often do you personally see that the donated money goes into the hands of the intended reciever? There are already certain cases whereby donations are stolen... So just how trusty can a volunteer get? Hope you people get my point... Anyways, here are the top ten ways to shake them off....

Top ten ways to shake off a person who asks for donations

Number 10
Simply act like you are in a hurry and just walk away without saying anything...
This is effective only when your acting skill is great... They wouldn't dare bother you... It would be better if you are holding your phone to your ear and acting like you are asking your friend where to meet him... This will ensure that they dare not even look you in the eye....

Number 9
Just say NO!
Where have all the practising in saying No to drugs and ciggies gone to? Didn't we all role-play and took turns saying No in school? Put it back into practice! You must sound assertive and determined... That is the way to go!

Number 8
I call this the "Show them you are poorer" tatic...
Before you pull this stunt, make show you conceal all your money so that the people do not see it anywhere... First, say that you do not have money... then go on to flash your empty wallet and then jokingly ask if they would donate some to you instead....

Number 7
This is where handphones are very useful... Talk to it!
This is way easy and works almost 80% of the time... Only people with a great deal of courage dare to interupt you while you are talking... If that ever happens, use either number 10, 9 or 6 to deal with it...

Number 6
This is rude but works for me... Just spread your palm wide open and when she is about to speak, place it in front of her face...
Downright rude but that is the whole idea right?

Number 5
I call this the "I do not understand English..."
This is fairly simple... But it might back fire... If a malay comes up to you, speak Chinese... If a chinese come up to you then try speaking a dialect if you yourself is a chinese, if not speak Malay or Tamil... But sometimes you might meet a malay speaking in chinese... Then follow up the act in chinese and use either of the tatics mentioned...

Number 4
This would be in conjunction to the previous one... Act deaf and mute!
Just act dumb!

Number 3
Strategically walk behind people...
This one needs some elaborating... Always walk behind groups of people... This way, they will have to face the music before you do... Keep a vigil watch for stalking predators... (The people who asks for donations...) Plan out your route properly and then put it into action... This is by far one of the most difficult to master... hahah!!!

Number 2
Give the "I am pissed off... Don't disturb..." look

This is kinda tricky... You have to send the right message... Wrong message and you are inviting them to your doorstep... It is difficult to act pissed when you are quite happy... One person you can learn from though is Stanley... Just learn to act his face when he is angry... All the people will scramble outta sight....

Number 1

This is the last one... (At last!) This is the most stupid... But kinda great if you win... I call this the "Talk, raise hope and decline" tatic...

Haha!!! This one involves in conversing with the person itself... Do not attempt to try it if you have no confidence... First listen to him... Let him say his piece and then look eager... Next, ask him questions like "How do I know that this money I donate wouldn't fall into your hands?" Let him answer... Then in the end, reject him... Mean huh? I know... I do that all the time... :) Sometimes I meet even the rude kind... I always threaten to sue them for what they say and make them apologise... Haha!!!!

P.S: The information above is not in any order... So being at number one does not mean it works the best... Use as you deem fit...

Sigh! This is all for this entry... Will have more next time... Sneak peak... Something to do with cyber sex... Haha!! Desmond... I see the gleam in your eyes already... Haha!!!

All evil begone! I hate walking in Orchard road that is full of people asking for donations...

Whee! First and second day at Work!

First day at work... Tiring... I am dying... Thought I could last for at least a week but I feel so wasted now... Sigh... But of cos, I feel quite happy working there... I thought I would dread working there because it would feel so weird... The only sixteen year old Singaporean guy working at a construction site... I think I am the first boy to be doing it... Hahaha!!! So... My boss treats me very well... I like working with him...

Not only the people there are nice,( Icludes the Indian and Banglah workers... They really are nice...) there are also so many things to learn... I am very sure when I finish my work there, I will know much more about homemaking... Even though I only helped by setting up the wires and doing some other odd jobs, I could see how serious they were in doing their jobs.... In fact, most people have the wrong idea that only the stupid kind of people go and do this kinda work... You people are so wrong! They are certainly not smart academically but they are smart in a way that they do things very smartly... And they think really fast for a solution when they foul up...

All I did today was not much but it really drained me... I had to help my boss connect the wires for the whole room and put up the trunking... (which is the pipe that contains the wires...) Then after that, I was told to go pick up the lose wires on the floor and place it in a bag... They said they could sell those wires for money... Great idea! So I went to do it until it was time for lunch... Oh sorry... I forgot to tell you guys what my consturction is about... They are currently wiring the newly built hotel rooms and also all the things that is needed to be done to make a hotel room... The room I am working in is now bare... Walls not painted, floor not tiled and walls not plastered...

The picture below shows how I got the job... My dad contacted his friends and well... You know the rest... I gtg... Mom wanna use the computer... Will update this entry with more info and as well add a new entry... Hopefully by tomorrow...



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Sigh~! Sorry to keep you guys waiting for so long... Since I am updating this entry, I might as well just write what happened over the past few days... Hahaha.... About work? I have so much more to write about actually but I do not know where to start... My first and second day of work has indeed let me see things which I really did not expect to see.... You might all think that the workers there are matured... However, they are not!! I really am surprised... You will always hear the malaysian workers saying Tamil profainities whenever they see some Indian workers and the Indian workers... Yea... They start saying profainities in dialect... Hahahaa!!! Quite funny...

One weird thing has been going around the site is that there has been sightings of ghosts... Hahaha.... Word has it that the hotel staff had seen some person dressed in white walking along the corridors of the site.... Time of sighting is about 10 p.m... I wonder if its true... Workers who did O.T till about that time also heard indistinct chatting through the air duct... And weird thing is, people who were outside the site could see some white thing beside the workers but workers could not see them... Hahaha.... There were also ghosts stories... Saying this one hotel, where quite a few family encountered this ghost... The hotel unit was at the corner end of the corridor... The interior of the room (Please try to visualise...) is such that if you stand at the door facing into the room, the windows would be right opposite you... The space between the window and door is occupied by a couch and tv placed perpendicular to the window... So, as the story goes... A family was seated on the couch watching tv when the door suddenly swung open and at the next end of the corridor, they could see a girl dressed in white running towards thier room... Within moments, the girl was seen ruuning into their room, right past them between the couch and tv and out of the window.... Eeee!! Sick huh? It happened to quite a few families.. All saying that they saw the same thing... Let's drop this subject shall we? I suddenly feel so cold... Hahaha....

Easter is here! And sadly, I could not attend the easter service... I think my service friends are losing faith in me... Sigh.... I had something that needed my imidiate attention... My cousin had some problem and he sought my help... So I slept over at his house on friday night... And saturday came and I was hoping to go to service but I had to accompany him to Raymond... (The person who is solely responsible for bringing my F9 in Additional Mathematics up to a B3... Thank you...) So I stayed there till it was about 4... Then had to rush back to granny's place to eat Lor Mee... She cooked it for dinner and I have to be there... I hate to see my granny sad... She feels sad if one of her grandchildren isn't there... So I couldn't go for service... Sigh~! Sorry Lennon... I really didn't mean it... I wanted to be there too...

Today... Sunday... I went to play pool with Gabriel and someone else at SGCC... Enjoyed your company guys!! Thanks for today... Went back in time for dinner and then, slept till now and then I decided to update this entry... Sigh~! Ricca is leaving for Indonesia tomorrow... Do have a safe journey yea? Enjoy yourself when you get back there... Say hi to your famiy for me... Oh yeah... Btw... Who's side are you on in the tagboard? You sound like you agree with that stupid cypher... I am really like what he said arhxz?? You should know who's words matters to me the most... Just like you take someone else's words very seriously...

Think I am gonna end here... I seem to be like able to meet people from all walks of life in my blog... Hahaa... Kinda glad and angry about it somehow...

"Work work work... Wei Xin! Bring me that ladder! Get the blueprints and wait for me at the 14th floor..." Ah Dee

Sigh~!

Well... Guess what... I finally found a job... Yay! Not really happy about it though... Cos it's found by my dad and I am working under his friend's worker... All of you must be wondering what job I got... To make it sound nicer, I am called an electrician... Sound bad, an odd job doer... Luckily I am only working till 14th of April...

Sigh~! That means I would not be able to blog regularly... Another thing I am pissed about is my posting... Actually I was hoping to get into Singapore poly so that my school starts at 30th May... Then after my work, my granny wanna bring me to Australia to visit my cousins... Seems like I can't go now... I called Nanyang poly and asked when my course starts and it starts at 18th April... What the fuck! So fucking early... Now I can't go to Australia... Damn it! Sigh~! What bad luck I have...

I do not have the mood to continue with today's entry anymore.. Sorry people... Just feeling so damn pissed off and disatisfied that things aren't going my way... Tell you more about the job I am doing next time...

I hate Nanyang poly!!!

Shoot me...

Yes... I have not blogged... So shoot me... Had quite a fun day today... Went out with Heike and watched Spongebob Squarepants The Movie... It was great... The show was hilarious... You all should go watch it... I doubt you will regret watching it...

Nothing much has really happened these few days except that my dad has been pressing me to get a job... I tried SGCC's jumbo but to no avail... They needed someone who can work till like maybe june... But my school starts at the end of may... Sigh... Gonna get more nagging... Qian Bei says she will help me keep a lookout for jobs... Wonder if she found any...

I dun think I have anything nice to blog about today... Just feeling guilty for not blogging for quite some time... Sorry folks... Truly sorry... Obviously I have to find something to talk about... Till then, I think I won't be having any inspirartions at all... In the meantime... Stay happy and healthy my friends...

I am a goofy goober yea! You're a goofy goober yea! We're a goofy goober yea!

Bad day...

Today is gonna be a bad day... I can almost feel it...

Stupid shoes on wheels

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Stupid shoes... Almost had a freak accident today... All because of this pair of shoes... Why can't they just walk like normal human beings? Why do they have to glide across? Is it so difficult to lift your legs to walk?

Ever since I first saw advertisments for these kinda shoes, I have detested them... Not only do they bring harm to the user alone, they also bring harm to innocent people like us...

I went to the IT convention at Suntec city today... And boy! Was it crowded... Just as I was about to step into the exhibition hall, this guy zoomed passed me... I could practically feel the wind rushing pass by me... He missed me completely... No... His backpack hit me... I don't know what was in the bag, but it certainly was heavy... So heavy that I was knocked to the ground... I was kinda stunned at that moment... Sitting on the ground looking dazed... What was worse is that he did not even noticed that he had hit me and just went away...

What the freaking hell! Not even a word of apology... All I saw was his figure getting smaller and evaporating into the crowd... I am so pissed... This kinda contraption sure is dangerous... Consoloation is that, he hit me and luckily not some old man... If a old man was hit, I am sure he would be in the hospital now... I wanna curse that asshole which colided into me today... I curse that you will become like the guy in the next picture...



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These kinda shoes should be banned in Singapore... No... In the whole wide universe... I really pity those parents who bought this stupid contraption for their offsprings... I don't mean to curse them but I hope someone dies from using it so they will drop it like a bad habit...

Idiots!!! I hate Heelies... I am so gonna burn them...!!!!

Urinal Etiquette

Sounds like a weird topic to touch on actually... I myself do not really know if this topic is for real or not... I did some research and found it interesting so I guess we can all discuss about it... Haha... Last time I did on bus etiquette and now... Urinal etiquette... Here goes... (For girls: Urinals can only be found in the male toilets... So girls reading this can just laugh thier head off that there is actually such a thing...)

The male toilet... Walk in and you see the thing that all guys stand up to and urinate in them... The urinal! Haha... Enough said... I am sure the girls would know how the urinal looks like... I need not draw one do I? Any girls who does not know how a urinal looks like can approach me... I'll be glad to bring you into a male toilet to see it... So anyways... There are two rules to know about before I go deeper into the whole thing...

The two basic rule: Proximity to man(PtM)factor and the Proximity to entrance(PtE) factor... Point to remember, PtM will always be the first priority over to PtE...
PtM means that the distace between each man while using the urinal and PtE means the distance between the urinal and the toilet entrance... Understanding this will allow us to move on to the next section of the blog...
It is known that the distance between each used factor must be the greatest...
Note: When deciding which urinal to use, always use PtM first and then PtE... Must use both... Unless you are the first in the toilet...)


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The picture above, will relate to the examples given later on the usage and priority of PtM and PtE... I am sure there is no need for further explanation for the picture... Quite straightforward isn't it? All examples will be using this toilet as the setting...

The first man that enters this toilet, will definitely have to use urinal number 1 as shown in the picture because he cannot use PtM... Isn't the reason obvious? So he uses PtE to make his choice, which is furthest from the toilet's entrance... The next man that comes in will have to use the PtM first to make his choice of urinal... Knowing that PtM is much more important than PtE, his only choice of urinal is number 10... This two is easy... But what if a third one comes in?

This is the catch... Noticed that PtM is more important than PtE, the third person has a choice of urinals in the center which is number 5 and 6... But why did the picture chose number 5? Remember that we have to use both PtM and PtE to make a choice? Well... Urinal number 5 coincidently satisfy both factors of decision...

Now here comes the fourth pisser... Haha... Hope I aren't boring you... He has a though choice to make... Why not choose urinal number 3 you all ask, since there is a same amount of distance between the first man and third man... Well... Go back to the deciding factors, PtM and PtE... PtM trumps PtE so comparing the distance between the second man and third man and the distance between the first man and third man, second and third man wins this segment... and using the next factor after PtM, urinal number 7 seems the best candidate...

The fifth guy is fairly simple, unrinal number 3 because it is the only one that does not come into contact with another user...

The sixth guy is quite complex but sticking to the PtM rule, he by right should use urinal number 8 because by using that urinal, he only comes into contact with one guy rather than two... But why not unrinal number 9? Figure that out yourself...

From this stage onwards, each subsequent guy that comes in will only have to use the PtE factor, and gradually fill up the urinals...

Of cos the people do not urinate for that long that they wait for the urinals to be filled up before they leave together... So people come and go very quickly... All we have to remember is just the two basic rules and no washroom will be too confusing for you... But come to think again, how many guys actually know about this urinal etiquette thingy? So what is the point in learning?

Before ending this entry, there are points to take note while urinating...
1. I don't think I need to tell you, absolutely NO touching of anyone other than yourself. A touch of another's elbow is of the highest offense.
2. NO Singing. Period. Or whistling.
3. Keep your eyes to yourselves. Glances are for purposes of acknowledgment only..."Yeah, I see you there. I will not look again".

I wonder if this thing will ever go big... If it does, it can only mean trouble for guys...

Who am i?

I have been lying in bed, faithfully every single night, thinking... " Who am I? What am I doing recently and why am I doing it?" Someone once told me... "Wei Xin... You are too kind... You keep thinking about others... You should be a little selfish..." Sigh... Then someone also said... "Wei Xin... You are ignorant and childish..."

This I ask all of you... What do you all think I am? I really wanna know... Be truthful... Dun tag but please leave a comment so it stays there for good... Thank you all...

What kind of a person am I? Can some kind soul help me? I cannot always be the one helping... I need help too... I ain't perfect...

For my friends out there...

Another chapter of my life has passed... Once was during the PSLE, now, it is the BIG 'O's... Having studied for ten years, it has clearly indicated the kind of lifestyle Singapore's students are accustomed to... Everyday, study, study and more study... Never letting up and all for a piece of paper that determines our future... Sigh... Sounds sad huh? Given my kind of score, I think the only choice left is to go to a poly... I am intending to go into the business facualty... Hoping that I can carve out my own career in the future...

Moving right along, ever since the release of results, many of my friends are feeling so down... Either because of a lousy score or that they cannot get into their choice of school... Friends, my heart bleeds for you... I can almost feel the pain that you guys are experiencing... Do not worry because this is still not the worst thing that can happen... It still isn't too late to help yourself up from the fall you had... There are some friends of mine which I wanna particularly address... So here goes...

Diana & Bei Bei: How are you feeling after I spend the whole day with you? You better be happy... Haha... Well girl, all is not lost... There still are paths for you to choose... What you have to do now is to pick yourself up and choose the best path that is most beneficial to you... There is no path that will look bleak for you... It is just how you make the best out of it and put it into favour for you... Live not to regret... You can make it... Just believe... Remember... Kamu harus punya keperchayaan...( For Bei Bei's use, it means you must have confidence...) I will do what I can to help you... Remember, do not hesitate to come running to me for help... In fact I wish you will... Not cursing you though but hope that you trust me enough to ask for my help...

Before ending this, I would like to thank everyone for his or her support that they have given me over the years... Especially the teachers... Love you guys...

To my friends out there. Never forget those who once helped you and return their help with a smile... It certainly melts their hearts...

My score

English--- B3 (should have been an A1 or A2)
Elementary Mathematics--- B3
Additional Mathematics--- B3 (this one is damn surprising considering the fact that I have never passed a single A-math test...)
Combined Humanities--- B4 (Blame it on my laziness...)
Mother Tongue--- B4 (Improved)
Pure Chemistry--- B4 (Better than what I usually get...)
Pure Physics--- C6 (I seriously do not know anything about physics... All I know is what is the size of the pinhead...)

I have a feeling my next family gathering, I will be compared to my cousin... That is when the real damage comes in...
I am freaking happy with my results... So why dun you all just bug off?

In conjuction to my problem now...

Yes... I have not been blogging recently... I know... You people do not have to get so uptight about it... I do want my blog to be as big as xiaxue's but I am not able to use the internet as and when I like... Since I did not blog for quite sometime, it is my duty to update you guys on what has been happening in my life... You all know that the O'levels examination results is coming out and everyone is on tenterhooks... What can I say? I for one find it ridiculous to feel that way now... It's not as if feeling anxious or nervous is going to change the score on our results slip... It is kinda pointless feeling that way now coz it ain't gonna help much... Might as well feel happy and stay calm about this whole thing...

Anyways, my life in MI now is much better but there still is some hostiity from the people in my class... Yes! It is time again... To curse the people I hate on my blog and get away scott-free... HAHAHA!!! There is this girl called Wan Ru... From what I can see in her, the way she talks and act is like a "Ah Lian"... I can feel a great sense of hostility from her... Kinda fed up with her antics in school... I mean, I know I got 24/30 for econs test...(Yes... You all can praise me... Its a freaking 80% score...) Best in class.... I merely just asked for your score and you said " I know you get 24, dun have to come ask me... " Sheesh... I have no intention to "hao lian" to you coz you are not even good enough for me to deem you as competition... There isn't any satisfaction in flaunting my smartness to a dimwit, numbskull, imbecile like you...

Yeah... now to the main thing... I watched Jack Neo's latest flick... It seriously is hilarious... You all should watch it... The show kinda links to my problem's if you think hard enough... Nope, not the MI problem... But other problems... To kinda elaborate on it, I kinda have to spoil the movie...

WARNING!!! SPOILER FOR JACK NEO'S LATEST FLICK!!! SCROLL AWAY IF YOU DO NOT WANNA SEE!!!

The whole story is simply a hoax to make Sharon Au fall in love with Adrian Pang... That is it... The story happens in such a way that Sharon Au does not like Adrian Pang then through a third party hoax, Adrian Pang gets to prove his love for her...There are times where Adrian Pang did think if he should give up... But he hung on and love previled... Yeah! Hooray for love! Haha...! If I could just have the chance to do so too... But... Things aren't looking good... But well, that is life... That can only happen in a movie...

Sigh.... Results are coming soon... Do cheer up people... Keep your head up and stay happy...

Where will my blog go?

Sigh! Back to the same old problem... Why is my blog so dead?! Someone tell me!!! Seriously, I am beginning to lose faith that there is actually people reading my blog... My brother has a friend who is really successful in blogging... As you all probably know, She is Xiaxue... Yeah... This is her webpage... http://xiaxue.blogspot.com

Her blog is really well written, funny, and she fears no one... She really is good... Manz... My idol!! haha... Do I really have to write like her before things start to change? I mean, its great having my friends read my stuff, but I want people I do not even know to read my blog... Do you know how many people visit xiaxue's blog? She can have up to hundreds of people visit her blog daily.... Argh! Manz... this sucks... So disgusted by this whole issue... It feels like so much hard work going to waste... Yeah... What hard work? I know... There is hard work being put in whenever I type an entry.... So much brain juice going to work... Now that is hard work...

Hmmm... Maybe I need xiaxue to link me... then maybe I can get some people to read my blog... haha... Sigh... Nothing much to blog about these days... Ain't spendin' enough time in my toilet to get inspiration... haha...

To all my friends, I will give my best whenever you approach me... No is not an option for me... Stay happy and healthy everyone!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

It is the time of the year again... Chinese New Year... Time where all children get red packets filled with money in it... I wish all of you a prosperous Chinese New Year and may all your dreams come through...

Yay! I am currently learning Bahasa Indonesia now... It is so fun... Wish I can go for lessons... So before ending, Selamat menikmati waktu kamu... I think it means "you have a good time" Yeah... so you all have a good chinese new year!!! ( I think I am wrong...)

Wo zhu ni men xin nian kuai le, wan shi ru yi, xin xiang shi cheng, nian nian you yu, long ma jing shen, gong xi fa cai, shen ti jian kang!!!

Choosing the right path...

Let me see... Today is a new day and my situation in school hasn't changed a single bit... Well, there is this girl with her group of friends calls me piggy... Well, I cannot blame them... I am fat... The irony over here is, she herself is fat... If not, much more fatter than me... What is that supposed to mean? I am so gonna tell her to look into the mirror if I ever hear her say that again... I think her name is Yanya... Seriously... I think she really has to think twice about name calling when it involes pigs...

Ok... The whole entry today shan't be devoted to her... Not worth my time and effort... See the entry title? Choosing the right path... What can I possibly mean by that? You might all be asking... Well... In actual fact, I have something to say about the matter... I have come to realise that the only way to really solve a problem is to actually not keep to yourself but to have other people to have a say in it... Of cos that other person has to be your good friend or at least a person you can confide in...

Let me ask... What do you people usually do when you get yourself into trouble or problems? I can say I will always start to panic and then think of a way to get myself out of it... Be it by lying my way out... I will try my best to get out of it... Yes... Its bad doing that... But I make mistakes... I am human... Well... Sometimes I do get away scott-free but most of the time... Yeah... I get screwed... Big time... Haha... I am actually glad I can laugh at this myself... Things that I get caught for are like sneaking out of the house to play pool, which happened just recently... or things like not doing homework... This are all actually minor stuff... What big trouble are are stuffs that involves the society and police...

Usually, friends are the source of mischief and troubles... But what are friends actually? Are friends suppose to hurt you and make you do things that hurt others? Or are friends suppose to work together and support each other till they reach their common goal? Rhetorical question isn't it? Yeah... Most of you would choose the second one... But all of you seriously think hard... What are your friends like? Do they force you to do things that brings harm unto others? Or do they bring harm unto you? I would daringly say... Friends like this I sure do not want... Why should there be suffering in others due to your friends fun and laughter? Is it justifiable that others suffer just for your feeling of joy?

Many of you might wanna ask... What is the thing that can be done that incur so much damage and sufferings? Good question... I am talking about things like due to peer pressure, people start to smoke, consume drugs, join gangs, fight, arson or even sex... Scary isn't it? But its true.. There are such things happening out there... Teens are the kind of people which our parents cannot understand... Well... sad thing is, I cannot understand them too... Neither can I understand myself... Haha...

Let's talk about the kind of problems and the kind of trouble you can get into... Dun worry.. I wun touch on all, but the ones I think that is important...

Smoking and drugs... What is wrong with this? Well... Firstly, I hate smoking... I dun hate the people... But I would like them even better if they did not smoke... Smoking is so smelly... The smell of smoke just nauseating and it harms the body... Let us see what kind of terminal illness it can give to a smoker... Lung cancer, mouth cancer, throat cancer, in short... Death... Another thing... Second hand smokers beware... They have a higher chance of getting lung cancer than the smoker itself... What is this?! People die because of something they didn't do... Kinda unfair isn't it? Next is drugs... Why would people take drugs I really do not know... They like jumping off buildings thinking that they can fly? What do they get in the end? Smashed skull, limbs flying miles away from their body... Blood... Yeah... Death... Doing both results in death... Just a matter of a slow and painful death or a quick and still painful death... What is the point here?

Arson... I cannot really talk much about this... But why do people wanna deface public property? Fun? Exciting? Thrilling? Or just to show their stupidity? Depriving of people to enjoy a facility everytime they burn someplace... Might kill or injure people too... Is that act justifiable?

Lastly... Sex or rather sexual assault... Now the society is getting more and more educated... There is a tendency to abuse the knowledge learnt... Girls had better beware... Especially to those who usually go to discoteque... (wonder if is spelt correctly...) The most simple way is to spike your drink... Easy... There will be no change in both colour or taste in the drink... Effect is fast because its alcoholic... If the girls get too easy with guys... Letting them touch all over and ending up having sexual intercourse... They will just get pregnant... Things dun end that way... Parents will hate you... You will feel sad... I mean... Suicidal thoughts might just easily pop into your stupid head...

After all this... It only leads to one word... Suffering... Why people wanna do this to make themself suffer? I do not know the reason too... There is however a way to save yourself if you are willing to continue reading... haha... Seriously... If you people have done any of this before, sit down and think really hard... How do you want your life to be? Suffering? Or just a simple and normal one where you can at least be happy? Like I said... Friends that bring harm to both you and the society, I can do without them... They wanna ruin their own lives, let them do it...

So people... The choice is finally in your own hands... All I can do is put some sense into your thick skull... I cannot possibly pull you by the ear and force you to change... That will still not work unless you yourself is willing to change... Seriously think through what I have said... You might not agree with me, but this entry I hope to change some thought in you...

Sit down and really think what you want in life... Only then the doors to happiness can be opened... And like I always say... Happiness is the best feeling in the world...

All that has been happening...

Hmmmz... From my pervious entry, I can almost tell how my blog is faring... Bad... No one visits my damn blog!!! Why? Why is that so? I mean... I asked for opinions and there isn't any one tagging at all... manz... This sucks... Totally... Never mind about this stuff... Let me comfort myself that there is at least one reader... That is me! Yay! See.. My readership has increased... I dun usually read my stuff... However in dire times like this, I have to read my own stuff... Soon I will be tagging my own board and talking to myself... Isn't that just great?

Anyways... So much have happened ever since I started attending Millennia Institute... Let me tell you more about how I am here... Well, to say truthfully, somehow or rather I am not enjoying it quite alot... People here is not really nice... I dun really like my classmates because I find them childish... Sigh... I am now in school and I am pluaged by some trouble... Shan't talk about that...

I dun have much to say right now... So I think I will end here... For people out there who is plauged by a problem... Sit down and think what is it you want in life? I think you will get your answers... Also weigh the consequeces of your decision... You will find your path...

Nothing more can beat the feeling of happiness... Try it...

Is looks really that important?

Let me start this blog with something official... I have given up the race for Ricca... Yes... I do still love her... I will still continue to do whatever I can for her... Its the least I can do to make it up for my shabby treatment towards her in the past... All I want now is for her to be happy... So now all of you know the situation... So please do not be ignorant and keep talking about it in front of me... I am trying to move on so please help instead of rubbing salt to the wound...

On to the main thing... I jus got back from playing pool with Lonnie... Well... Met up with Maybelin and three of us walked from Serangoon Gardens to my house... Lonnie parted first as we passed by his house first, leaving me and Maybelin to walk alone... I was asking her some personal stuff... Then I asked if I am really such a lousy boyfriend... The first thing she said was to tell me to go on a diet... Yes.. I am fat... The world is realistic place... People who look nice are more preferred...

This I wanna ask all of you... Is looks really that important? If it is, then wouldn't the ugly and fat people like me be single for their whole life? If Ricca had really dumped me because of the fact that I am ugly, she would have done it right after we got together... What does that really show? I really am pondering over this very seriosuly... Will I be left on the self and never be taken again? I wonder...

So... Anyone who is reading this... Do make an effort and leave a comment whether looks are important and why? I really need someone the create a miracle and answer for me... Please.... I need to know...

To Diana: Hey gal... really glad that you are coming back soon... I did miss you... Did not hear your voice for so long... You said there is this boy you like... Well... Dun hesitate to call and ask me for help ok? I will be there for you like for all my other friends... Do remember to stay happy... Dun live in regrets like I did... Best advice I can give to all the poeple in the world... Cheer up okz?

Please tell me... Beauty is just a superficial thing... Can it last as long as a character of a person?

Yay!

There really isn't much to blog about... except that I have gotten a new handphone!!! You can now contact me by phone anywhere!!!

81238231

Nice number huh? Yeah... I know... Well.. people... Blog some time later... do remember to tag me ok?

Yay! I am elated...

How fragile life can be... This I really have to say to you...

Life is indeed fragile... Just look at the recent catastrophe... Look at how much lives it had claimed... Life is indeed fragile... The people were never given a chance to escape... They did not even know what hit them... Just a larger than usual tide came in and they left this earthly place... Just imagine... Your life being washed away by a tidal wave... Its not the water that kills you... But its the impact of the tidal wave pushing you into an object... I can almost just feel the pain going through their body... Ouch!

Life is really fragile when you really sit down and think about it... No one knows what will happen in the future... Who knows I might just be involed in an accident tomorrow? I might just die of an attempted robbery... Who really knows? A life is so precious... It is often treasured after it is lost... People just seem to take things for granted like I have took her for too... Only after she had left then did I start to realize how important she is to me...

I was worried sick about her when she was in Indonesia during the crisis... I kept SMS-ing her... Asking if she was alright and tell her to come back fast... I really was going crazy at that period of time... I was constantly praying for her safety... I was on the verge of breaking down when I recieved an sms that went like this...

" Wx. There is a lot of water here... Everything is flooded and the airport is flooded too... I dun think I can come back anytime soon..."

When I got that, I was both elated and sad... Elated that I heard from her... Sad that she is stranded on that water logged place and couldn't come back... Little did I know that she had tricked me... She lied to me that it was flooding in Jakarta... Haha! I am such a fool... But I really am glad that she made it back to Singapore... This indeed shows us how precious life can be especially when it is someone you love...

Ricca, this I wanna tell you... Life is fragile... I do not know what will happen to me next... But I want you to know this... I love you... I want to say it all out before it is too late and I might regret... I love you so much that I am willing to sacrifice my life for you... If I could be given just one more chance... I will make it up to you so much... Day by day, the hope in me seems to decline little by little... I will not let it die out... Just like my torch that I am holding for you... Even in the strongest storm, it will not die out... Love you...

Life is really fragile and precious... It is never too late to say "I love you" to your loved ones now...

Christmas! A festival of giving...

Let me start by wishing all of my readers a Merry merry Christmas! I had a very enjoyable Christmas... Yes.. you heard me... An enjoyable one... What's so enjoyable you ask? Let me tell you by starting with a story...

In my family, I am kinda considered the cannot-study type... Due to my lousy results, I always get compaired to the better ones in the family... Of course, getting an award for good performance in school from the government is pratically impossible... Somehow or rather, when it was close to Chirstmas Day... My grandma told me something...

"This year you are going to get something that you can never even dream of..."

When I heard that, I was kinda surprised and curious... That night, I could not sleep... I kept thinking... What is it that I will get? A new handphone? A new laptop? I was thinking... Finally, the big day arrived... Yes... I am sure you all can guess it by now... I got a Good Progress Award!! Worth S$150... So happy... It is in fact not the money that matters... But my pride... I made a bet with my Uncle that I will be able to get good results... Looks like I am winning...

Well, talking about money is what I actually wanna talk about today... What is the use for money? What kind of thing is it that people want it so much that they can rob or even kill for it... Why is it such a thing that can drive us this crazy over it?

Let us all think in a logical way... Is it possible to live without money? Of cos not... But, we need not have an abundance of it... Of cos having much more is a good thing... You can buy whatever that is within your means... Afford better things than other people... But come to think of it... I rather be happy with what I already have... Many people keep thinking of a way to make more money everyday... Yes! There is nothing wrong with it... But when they have a plot to gain cash by underhanded means... That is so so so wrong... It is just as bad as hurting others to gain wealth...

Why people get crazy over money? Why are they all so stingy over it? I mean... Money spent can be earned back... Why keep it like its going to go with you to hell or heaven? I really cannot comprehend... Maybe someone have to educate me about wealth... But to have riches coming to you, you must be comfortable with money... Be flexible with money.. But not too flexible that you get cheated...

Next part of my blog... Yay! Ricca is back in town... Thank you lord that nothing has happened to her... I was so worried when the Earthquake happened... Of cos I am not a sadist... I do feel sorry for the people that died... Let us keep a moment of silence for them... *Silence*

Now I am at my aunt's house... Counting down to the New Year... Yay!!!! Makes me think of New Year resolutions... Haha... That shall be my next topic in the next entry... Yeah... So long people... I shall go have my dinner....

Wealth can never be brought away with you when you leave this earthly place...

Argh!!! My blog is so dead! Tag me people!

Yay! Great news people... I found the poem that is for the teachers... Stay in tuned to my blog to see it... I will post it next time... Let me start my entry today anyway...

Firstly, I wanna say that... I MISS LIN!!!! Hey girl... If you ever see this blog, do give me a call... I am going crazy... I need help!!! I MISS YOU TOO RICCA!!!!

Anyways, I have hardly anything to talk about this time... Well, I am currently working with my father. Don't ask too much about my job... I am kinda sick of people asking me that... Sigh! I really have nothing to say... Never mind... I shall forget about blogging for now... Need some topic to talk about... I shall go think...

ARGH!!! My brain is getting rusty... Time to do some Additional Mathematics...

Let us talk about forgiveness...

Sigh... The great big O's is over and now my life is wandering aimlessly... For the past few days I have only slept for like.... maybe 5 hours? I have been playing like crazy... I seriously mean crazy.... Sleeping 5 hours only in two days... Been meeting up with friends to play pool, go LAN gaming and so much more... Sometimes I wonder if I am able to stay at this lifestyle forever? How I wish it does not end... But as they all say, all good things must come to an end so let me enjoy my life now...

I am actually for once kinda bored now... Two post in two days... So much time to spare... Let me talk about forgiveness... I have actually seen so many people saying that they forgive them and then be friends again... What is forgiveness actually? Is it that when a friend does something wrong apologises and then you forgive him and be friends once more? Most of you would probably say yes... we should all be friends once more after I have forgiven him... Somehow or rather, I beg to differ...

Before I continue on, I want all of you to fully understand that I am not trying to break friendship or any relationship here... What I am about to say is not a solution to all problems... You do not have to follow what I say cos your life is in your own hands and all I am trying to do here is discuss about something which I feel strongly about...

OK! Moving on, forgiveness, like I said is not that you still have to be friends after you forgive a person... Let me state one example... You have a very good friend... One day he had sexually abused you... How would you girls feel? Obviously you would hate the guy to the core... Then, one day, you finally decide to forgive him... Does it mean you have to be friends with him? Let me tell you what forgiveness in my case is all about... Forgiveness is to release yourself from the past that is you are clinging on... When you forgive a person, you are not sending him a message that you want to be friends again but to tell him that you refuse to be imprisoned down by the past... Forgiveness is to help you get over the ordeal of feeling anger, agitation and hatred... Feeling all that "sucks" all the energy out of you... Sooner or later you will feel tired and what is the point of feeling hatred? ( I am wondering... Do you all understand me? I am like rattling on and on... haha..)

Of cos, not all things that hurt us is as serious as this and minor porblems can be solved easily when both party decides to work together... If you can salvage your friendship, do so... Cos having a friend is better than not having any... I am sure all of your friends have at least done something wrong to you at least once... You cannot possibly break your friendship with all of them...

I refuse to be imprisoned by you and my past... I wanna be free of all burdens and live a life of my own...

A closure of a chapter in my life...

Yes! The GCE O' Level is finally over!!! There is so many people I wanna thank... But... Let me start this entry in a proper manner...

Finally... The difficult and stupid ordeal has passed... I am free from the clutches of the Exam papers... The last paper was Chemistry... Sad to say... It was kinda easy... Thought they would set some difficult paper... After all, it is the dragon year... So... After the paper, I went straight home and changed into my outing clothes and went to Hougang Plaza to play LAN with Stanley and Lon... Decided to play Runescape together but ended up playing counter strike instead... I kinda got carried away and forgot to call Ricca... Was supposed to ask her out to play pool but by the time i called her, it was too late... She got angry with me... ( can't blame her... I always make her angry...) Ricca... You sent the sms that said you were at fault... No... You are NOT at fault... I am... I still cannot change... I am still an ignorant fool and I wil make it up to you...

Then after LAN, went home and started using the computer until now... Time now is 5.38 in the morning... ( Mom and Dad are overseas... That's why i can use the computer until so late...) Went online and saw so many green people on my Msn list... Chatted till now then I decided to update my blog... Lazy huhz? Well, I have so much time to spare now... Only wishing that i have that problem with money... I need to go find a job... Anyone? Help me find one?

Now that the O's is over, I have so many people to thank... Let me think and go by alphabetical order...

Ms Angela Chan--- My favourite Chinese teacher! Thank you for helping me in my biggest failing subject... I am able to pass, thanks to you! I enjoyed your lessons as they are interesting and not boring at all... Your jovial character always brighten up my day... But I fear you on those days when you come into our class with a scowl on your face... Thank you for your help and sorry that I do not do your homework...

Ms Daphne Lim--- Thank you for all the times you were there for my class when we are feeling down... You are a very caring and understanding teacher... Your words never fail to brighten up my day when I am feeling low and your enthusiasm always gets me going for better results! Thank you! One thing bothers me though... What is your chinese name?

Ms Fann Kang--- I have yet found the opportuinity to thank you directly... Thank you for calling my dad at the start of this year... Or else I do not know what I am now... You are the one who help me up when I am at my lowest... I thank you for that... Although you taught me for only quite a brief moment, you made a great difference in my life... Thank you!

Laraine--- My Chemistry tuition teacher... Thank you so much in aiding me in my work... I know I sometimes do not take your work seriously... Sorry for that... Thank you for coming to my house at the time slot I want and I always cancel my tuition at the last moment... Hope I did not cause you too much trouble... This lady over here knows her stuff especially for Chemistry... She is like a walking encyclopedia and she can clarify your doubts right on the spot... You all should consider hiring her as your tuition teacher... ( Call me for her contact...) Thank you so much for everything!!

Phoonie--- This guy is my friend cum teacher... He has quit being my school teacher and sometimes I just wonder what to call him... Phoonie? Mr Phoon? Or Anthony? Anyways, I wanna thank you for helping to cure my disease of laziness... I still remember the time where I am outside the class looking at you and the entire class... Kinda like looking at a bunch of animals... You really have helped me alot... Aided me in my work and told me which path I should take in my life... I will never forget this sentence... " Life is about meeting people's expectations..." You are so right on that... Thank you!

Raymond Loh--- Ah... My favourite Math tuition teacher... I have tried many tuition teacher, but this guy is the best... He knows his stuff well and is more worried than me for my O's... To my friends out there... He really is a good A-math and E-math tuition teacher... If you have a sibling who is weak in math, consider sending him to Raymond... ( Ask me for his number...) Although his house is a little far... But he is worth the trouble... Trust me... Oh yeah... almost fogot to thank him... haha... Thank you so much! My time with you wasn't considered long however, I throughly enjoyed all my lessons... You never had one boring lesson... I feel very sad that we have to "part"... How I wished I could stay for one more year but that would mean I have to retain... haha... Dun worry... I will keep in contact with you... Thank you for all your help!

Ms Shim--- Hmm... You taught us only for half a year and I learned alot from you... Not only academically but also morally... Lesson learned is... Never be sacarstic to a math teacher... I apprecitate that you called my parents when I did not do my work but I can do less with the slapping on the face... I admit... I did start to slack after Phoonie left... So thank you for "reminding" my dad that I should not be lazy... Thank you for everything!

Mr Siva--- Headmaster of S.S ( Slacking Sivaians) You also did not teach me for long... What I have learned from you however, is alot! Thank you for the times when you helped me with my compositions and made me reaized what my common mistakes are.... Thank you for your great help!

To all other teachers--- Thank you for your help... Throughout my 4 years of life in Peicai, you all have given me tons of help... thank you for passing on your knowledge to me... I thnak you all from the bottom of my heart...

That wraps up today's entry... going to sleep now... so tired... time now is 6.24 in the morning... Going to havoc with Ricca by playing pool tomorrow...

Problem now... How am I going to get the teachers and tuition teachers to read this entry?

Sorry for the inconvenience caused

Due to my DAMN FUCKING LOUSY computer... I am sorry to say that I will not be able to blog until the problem has been rectified...
Seems like someone up there DOES not like me and is plotting against me.... Therefore I shall consider giving up blogging and there shall be less troubles...

You guys will be better off surfing PORN and wanking to the damn computers...

I will be back unless you can fix the damn com for me...

So Sweet!

I was up on the bus... Took my favourtie seat...( you all should know if you have been faithfully reading my blog...) And started my way homewards bound... I saw something which really touched my heart... Just opposite me, I saw a small little Malay boy with his brother ( in his 18's i think...) sitting beside him... As curious as a little boy can get, the small guy was kneeling in his seat, looking out the window, fascinated by the scenery... I don't know what was with the driver that day, but he was going very fast... So, imagine what would happen to the cute little guy if the driver braked immediately? Lucky for the boy... His brother was reaching out to the window to make something like a barricade so that if the bus braked... You know the rest...

The sweetness does not end there... Soon, the little guy got tired... he sat down and fell asleep... Guess what the brother did? I found it very sweet and touching.... His brother laid the little guy's head on his lap and help him tightly so that he would not fall off.... ( the bus was going fast remember?)

I saw that and began wondering... Why my relationship with my sister is sour? What did I do to have that kind of sister? I really tried everything to build rapport... but you know... nothing nice came out of it... Like they say... It takes two hands to clap... Now you know which hand isn't clapping...

I have nothing much to say actually... But do think about this... When was the last time you had a great time enjoying your sibling's company?? When was the last time you made your sibling happy?

How I wish I could do something to have a good relation with my sis...

Some whatever-you-call-it to reflect my feelings

Yay! I can come online now... My brother has changed the password to the previous one... I can come online as and when I like now... Today seemed like a weird day for me... I took a taxi home from tuition... When I got in the taxi, the driver started talking and talking... I was really tired and wanted him to shut up... But... I just kept on listening... All I could remember was that he was rambling on and on about how good China is and how inferior Singapore is compared to China...

Anyways, I have got nothing to write except for my feelings... It is supposed to be a poem but if it does not sound like one to you... please pardon me... I am not really a good poet... Here goes nothing...

How I wish I had the ability to stop time.
Cos if I could,
I would stop it at the moment I had you.
For I do not want that feeling to end.
~~~~
How I wish I had the ability to turn back time.
Cos if I could,
I would turn it back and right my wrong.
For I do not want to lose what is mine.
~~~~
I was ignorant and childish,
do not even know that I made you cry.
But time and again,
you still stood by my side.
~~~~
I know words do not mean a thing to you.
But this I want to say,
for I never had the intention of making you sad.
Cos that makes me feel bad.
~~~~
Now that we have gone our seperate ways,
I still think of you everyday.
The pain that I am still learning to comprehend,
never seem to get lighter each day.
~~~~
Is it that I am too young for love?
Is it that I am too immature to comprehend?
Is it that I am too childish too control it?
Love really is a complex thing to comprehend.
~~~~
Every morning when I wake up,
I think of you.
Every night before I sleep,
I think of you.
~~~~
Here I am imprisoned by my feelings,
only to end up getting hurt.
Yes, you are not to blame for how I feel.
But love is something I cannot stop myself from feeling.
~~~~
I want to cry.
Cry out loud so that I can let everything out.
But fate has played a cruel a joke on me,
he made me numb by with the great influx of different feelings.
~~~~
I may look happy daily,
however, deep inside I feel like something is weighing me down.
I am not moving on like I am supposed to,
for I believe in love.
~~~~
I can wait.
I will wait.
I have to wait.
For I believe in love.
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I might be irritating you... But I will regret it if I don't say it out... Sorry that you have to read this... One more thing... I would like you to have one of the turtles and could you please name them for me? I would really appreciate if you could jus keep one of them...

Woah! Rare chance to blog...

I shan't start this entry with celebrations of being able to blog because I find it totally stupid to do it...

So many things has happened since then... Since the previous time I had the feel of typing on this damn bloody lousy computer of mine... How I wish I could just chuck this damn bloody lousy computer aside and buy a super slick nice looking notebook with cool add ons and stuff and play with it all day long... Of coz... Like I said... How I wish... So I don't think it is going to happen... Sadly, this damn bloody lousy computer of mine is the only source of connection to the cyber world, a place where I can insult people for their stupidity and get away scott free with it... It is also a place where I can make myself look more appetizing to the eyes... Enough of me rambling on...

Now, I have a favor to ask from all of you who comes across this page... Someone (whom comments matters the most to me...) once said that my blog is written very formally and she finds blogs that types about their daily lives are much more interesting... Is it true? All of you answer me! I want to know... Therefore, you readers, please leave your comments after reading this entry... Please state if my blog is really that formal and what kinda blog entries turns you people on... Constructive critism is well appreciated...

Moving on... now my house has two new family members... A pair of crystal turtles... They sure are pitiful, they wanted a love of a certain someone but could not get it... My heart goes out for them... How long they waited to be taken of the shelf, travelled long distances and got packed in a never often seen way of packaging to surprise her... How much they wanted her to be filled with joy upon seeing them and accept them because they knew that if she accepted them, they would lead a better life than living with their current owner... Alas! They were with her for a morning but then they got rejected... Poor turtles! Ever since, they still long for her love but one thing puzzles them the most... Why did she reject them? She hated the person who bought them off the shelf? This tragic story has lots of unanswered questions... I would like to know why too...

"Why?" They cried out loud...
I was speechless and could not answer them because I myself do not know the answer too...

ALERT! ALERT! STOP BLOGGING FOR AWHILE...

MY PET LAMA DIED...

I AM IN MOURNING AND WILL NOT BE BLOGGING FOR PERHAPS UNTIL AFTER "O" LEVELS...

MAY MY DEAR LAMA REST IN PEACE FOR I WISH YOU THE BEST!

P.S Actual fact is that my stupid idiotic brother changed the Internet password so I cannot use the computer... No... I am not discriminating the Lamas'

Children's Day!

Yes! It is Children's Day... A day for children to celebrate... Celebrate that they are children... I could not help but just remember the times when I was in primary school... During Children's Day, the school would have a gift and a performance put up in the school hall... To top it off... School lasted for only half a day... What fun we had and I wished that times like that would not end... I am sure all of you... my legions of fans, would have some memory of your Children's Day would you not?

Anyways, my topic for today's entry is not about Children's Day but about when we were children ourselves... Let me ask all of you something...

Now, at the present, we have so many things to keep us teens occupied... There is the game consoles, the computer and television... When we were still kids... What did we play with? Even if there was computer or game consoles when we were still kids, would we all know how to play with it then? Yes... What about the television? I admit... I do watch the television when I was a kid... I remember watching cartoons like Tom and Jerry, Bugs Bunny and the usual bunch of classics cartoons... Even then, do we understand what the characters were talking about? All we watched was just some character suffering for ten minutes before he gives up on his prey and still dies in the end...

What's my point in saying all these you ask?

Other than watching television... What else did we do? I have to admit... what I did really do sound stupid and lame... I would usually go to my cousin's house and play with him... We would take out our toys ( mainly Power Rangers action figures...) and used them to fight against each other's chosen action figure... We would conjure up silly and crazy moves for our action figure and even make sound effects... Worse, we sometimes would get into a fight because none of us want to lose... All these sound stupid... Yes it does... especially when I look back at it... But one important thing we all had in common was....

IMAGINATION...

Yes! Imagination... One important ingredient needed to play with the action figures... Don't you all think so? I think we are all lacking a wee bit of it now... There are game consoles that do all the work for us... We always used to think how a super hero can look like.... Not anymore... Games now feature a hero for us and things the hero can do is limited... Whereas, what we can imagine is unlimited...

Nowadays, how often do you all use your imagination? Unless you are writing a composition... Even when writing a composition, we do not use as much imagination as we used to... Now, people are becoming more "dead"... They do not have as much fun as older generations did... Why is this happening? I do not know... We cannot entirely blame it on games or the computer...

Therefore... To the people out there!! Let your imagination run wild!!! Don't let it die and go for what you believe in... Nothing is impossible... ( unless you wanna fly or something... which is practically impossible...) Things you cannot get, imagination is the best thing you can have... Remember... Imagination is vital for life!!!

Let your imagination run wild!!!